I Won't Say I'm In Love (with my CO)

Sam Carter sat down on her sofa. She had just got back from her very first mission thought the Stargate. She couldn't believe she had had an argument with her CO before hand. She was sure that he had taken it as a joke but she had been told that Jack O'Neill was very unpredictable.

Apparently his son had just died a couple of years ago and that was the reason he was caught up in the project that they were running beneath NORAD under Cheyenne Mountain. But the thing that troubled her the most way the feeling she had got after seeing him for the first time. Even before she had seen his face, his voice had sent shivers down her spine even though he had thought that she was a man.

After seeing the man she had felt a certain… she didn't know how to describe it. She turned the radio. The song that she heard was one of her favourites but it did remind her of a certain greying colonel that she had been with only a few hours before.

The song was called 'I Won't Say I'm In Love'

If there's a prize for rotten judgement
I guess I've already won that
No man is worth the aggravation
That's ancient history - been there, done that!

Who'd'ya think you're kiddin'
He's the Earth and heaven to you
Try to keep it hidden
Honey, we can see right through you
Girl, you can't conceal it
We know how ya feel and
Who you're thinking of

No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no
You swoon, you sigh, why deny it, uh-oh!
It's too cliché
I won't say I'm in love

I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip, girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out
Oh

You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feeling
Baby, we're not buying
Hon, we saw ya hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown-up
When ya gonna own up
That ya got, got, got it bad

No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no
Give up, give in
Check the grin you're in love
This scene won't play
I won't say I'm in love

You're doin' flips read our lips
You're in love
You're way off base
I won't say it
Get off my case
I won't say it
Girl, don't be proud
It's O.K. you're in love
Oh
At least out loud
I won't say I'm in love

The song finished and the man on the radio started talking but Sam wasn't really listening. She was thinking of what the song had said. She now knew what she had felt earlier that day. Attraction. She was attracted to Jack O'Neill, no; she was in love with Jack O'Neill.

The problems were simple. Apart from the fact that he obviously didn't like her anymore than he liked Daniel but even if he did; their professional relationship would make a personal one impossible. Sam switched off the radio and reached for her bag.

From it she took out a creased photo which she had found left in the changing room. She kissed it and placed it back in her purse. Sam knew that, as long as she had her purse with her, she would carry apart of Jack O'Neill with her where ever she went.

And with the thought of her CO still in her mind, Sam Carter drifted off to sleep right there, on her sofa.

sproxy23: That's it. It was only a one shot but please tell me in a review if you would like it from Jack's POV coz I'm sure I can think of something.