Who would I be?

by insert funny username here

Who would Regina be if she still had Daniel? An Evil Queen or the sweet girl with the stable hand?

I love Robin. I do. But sometimes I wonder, what would it be like if I still had Daniel? What would I be like?

I've moved on. But when people say that it doesn't mean the pain's gone away- it dulls, yes, it gets easier to deal with, but it's never just gone. Some nights… it's agony. I'm up until three, four, five in the morning sobbing and feeling guilty as hell because I just miss him.

I feel guilty because I know who I wouldn't have if I still had Daniel. Henry. I wouldn't have Henry. I wouldn't have my son.

I'm also scared of who I'd be if Daniel was never killed. I'm scared I'd still be evil. I always thought my heart was darkened over years of living with that woman, years of losing the people I love. But what if it wasn't? What if I was always meant to be the Evil Queen? Would that be so hard to believe?