Kagome. Why did you have to go? Inuyasha wondered. He was sitting in his tree and thinking of the day Kagome left. For good.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
He jumped down from the tree and started to run he just couldn't take it anymore. Why Kagome, why? Why couldn't you just stay or at least say a better good bye.
I can take a few tears and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry everyonce in a while
He looked up and he smelled rain. A second later a downpour started mixing in his tears.
He haden't realized that he had run toward the well. He collasped. Not from exaustion but from greif.
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
I thought we were getting close. I thought that moment when she almost died and we spent those nights together. Actually meant somethingto her, as it did me. He hung his head while standing over the well as he remembered that day she left and those last words she said.
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Flashback
It was a week since Naraku had died. I look around and see everyone remembering what happened and how everyone had their share of helping in killing him, even though I hate to say it even Kouga.
I looked back at the Keade's hut where Kagome was laying barely living. I walk to the hut to check on her to find her gone. I just stare at her bed when my ears twitch and I hear laughter, her laughter. I sigh and sigh of relief and walk outside to see her and Shippo playing some sort fo game from her time.
I walk over and hug her for some reason unknown to even me. I feel her tense up. I hug her tighter and if feel her just stay like that. I pull back and ask her what was wrong. She wouldn't look at me.
She just said for Sango to come talk to her and not for anyone of us to follow her. They came back and Sango looked like she had been crying although I didn't smell tears. I smelt tears on Kagome though and they were fresh. I asked her what was wrong again and again she wouldn't answer she just looked at me and I was shocked to see she was crying and she just turned and ran. I followed her and I finally caught her at the well.
"What the hell is wrong, Kagome, and don't you dare just walk off or tell me nothing I smelt tears on you when you and Sango came out from the forest and Sango looked like she was crying too and when I asked you what was wrong earlier you were crying and just run off!" I screamed at her I didn't mean to but I guess I haden't been able to help myself.
"Inuyasha I-I'm sorry I just I know I should have told you guys before but I couldn't but I guess I need to now." she said, sadness dripping in her voice. I had no idea where she was going with this.
"Now that Naraku is gone and the jewel completed I guess you'll wish you to become full demon but I need to ask you a favor before."
"But, Kagome, I stopped wanting to become full demon a long time ago." Inuyasha, stop it i know you long enough to know that you've wanted t become full demon for as long as we've known each other. Just do this one thing for me?" "But."
"No buts just will you do it or not?"
"Yes."
"Let me have the jewel come down the well with me I need to tell you something."
"Alright." We jumped into the well and she turned around and began telling me things that stil haunt me.
"Inuyasha i want you to tell the others I will miss them and I will always remember them. Tell Miroku that even though he can sometimes be a pervert that he's been a good friend anyway. Tell Sango that I couldn't have had a better best friend then her. Tell Shippo that I didn't want to leeave him behind but he belongs there I belong here in my time. Tell him I love him. Finally Inuyasha I'm sorry it had to end this way. Look after Shippo for me? Good bye." she said.
Then she thrust the Shikon no Tama in my clawed hand and shoves me down the well while trying to stop from sobbing herself.
Before I completely went through I smelt tears. As soon as I got through I tried and I tried to go back through but the damn wench figured out some way to close it. Forever.
End Flashback
I stayed by that damned well for the longest time eventually I stayed so long that Sango, Miroku and Shippo came to look for me. I don't know how they did it but they somehow convinced me to come and sleep at Keade's where they were.
Shippo asked "Inuyasha where's Kagome?" I looked down and said
"She's at her own time." I bent and picked him up just like Kagome used to and actually felt good. I though maybe Shippo couold be my little boy mine and Kagome's.
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Today I can't face anyone anymore because when they look at me all I see is pity and remorse in their eyes. I hate it. I can't stand it.
Sango and Miroku already are married four months after Kagome left. I loved it when they got married but it made me wonder what if Kagome haden't left then this could be our wedding too.
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
I regret everyday not telling her those three little but important words. About how I feel. I should have told her I should have interupted her that day. Now all I can do is regret.
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
I see a flash of light and I look up and away from my depressing thoughts and I see that the light is coming from the well. I see the person I have been dreaming about. The person I should have told her I loved her every single moment when I had the chance. Kagome.
"Hello, Inuyasha. I'm back."
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
