I decided to make a one shot for Eclare! I hope you all have checked out my new story called "Fixing what we Broke" that one is NOT meant to be a one shot, so please be sure to check out that one and review it! In the meantime enjoy this semi cutesy one shot! Enjoy loves ;-)

"This love was…is Real"

Clare's POV

Who would have ever thought that this meant to be one hour long interview with Eli about the play could turn into this?

I am not only having to sit face to face in front of my ex boyfriend, but to be sitting on his bed, in his room, in his house just felt so wrong. I needed answers, and I don't just mean the play, but as to why I have to be here!

I sat up straight ready to write/record for the interview, but suddenly hesitated to do so. I just had to let it out.

"Eli, before we do this…I thi.." I stuttered but suddenly was interrupted by Eli.

"That we need to talk a lot of stuff over…yeah I know, that is why I asked you to come here rather than school or the dot or any other place." He replied in a caring tone.

I was somewhat surprised at this. How did he know? I hope he means about us. "You mean talk as in about you know us?"

"Yeah, I figured now would be a good time." Eli took a seat next to me on his bed, but not too close.

I started to feel nervous about this. "Ok go ahead." I said in a whisper.

He turned and fully faced me, those gorgeous green eyes looking into my blue eyes. "Clare I have been through so much shit in my life. I lost Julia, and I had a hoarding problem. After all those happened I thought I would never be happy again. The moment I met you it really just hit me. The moment I looked into those beautiful blue eyes of yours I saw hope, love, and of course the prettiest girl I had ever laid eyes on."

After he had said that part it really started to hit me. Tears started to well up in my eyes. Eli saw this and placed his thumb on my tears and wiper them away.

"I'm sorry keep going." I said while still sobbing slightly.

He smiled at me and nodded. "I really was falling for you the more and more we hung out. The day we became a couple I knew that moment my life would get better. You were making my life better. Every hug, every touch, every kiss, every cuddle we ever shared always meant something. I was falling in love with you, and I knew from that point that I couldn't make the same mistake I made with Julia. That whole thought over took my brain. I was scared as hell I would lose you someday. I wanted to keep what made me happy as a distraction from remembering my terrible past."

This was really starting to upset me. "But Eli that is not what love is about." I backed away from him.

"I know that now Clare, but that whole side of me has changed." He scooted closer to me, but I wasn't having it. I stood up in front him more upset.

"How do I know you really changed? You acted so damn crazy after we broke up! You dumped your pills in a trash can, your now moving on with Imogen, and are writing this bull crap lie play about our so called relationship!" I angrily said to him.

Eli looked pissed, he stood up and answered angrily in my face, "I AM GETTING HELP I AM NOT MOVING ON WITH IMOGEN, I WENT BACK TO TAKING MY MEDICINE, AND I WORTE THIS PLAY CAUSE I WAS INDENIAL!"

I started to cry some more, but then realized he said in denial. "Did you just say in denial?" I asked through sobs.

Eli took a deep breath, shut his eyes, and then looked back into mine. "Yes. I said in denial." He sat back down on the bed and pulled me gently on my arm to join him.

"You were off your meds when you wrote this play…and you were hanging around Imogen. What did Imogen say about us?" I asked gesturing each other.

"She told me that I was the one messed up, and I was the one who let the crazy get to me by believing that you really loved me. She also said you were the one manipulating me." Eli looked like he came to realization.

I let him go on.

"Clare, all and all, I want to apologize. You are the most perfect, beautiful, talented, caring girl I have ever known. You really didn't deserve a guy like me. But I want you to know I am very very sorry for how I acted on our first interview. I was being manipulated by Imogen. I was letting her get to me. But sadly I was being an asshole to my ex girlfriend, who I am still madly in love with." Eli's voice started cracking in sadness at the last part.

I was in shock, but I had a feeling he still loved me or at least wasn't over me fully. I scooted closer to him and grabbed his hand and entwined our fingers. I myself was getting teary eyed. I laid my head on his shoulder and we sat there and cried together. He rested his chin gently on top of my head and pulled me in for a hug with his other arm. He held me very tight while our hands remained entwined.

After about 10 minutes of holding each other and crying I spoke up.

"I still love you too Eli." I said quietly.

Eli looked down at me and kissed my forehead. "You really still love a messed up guy like me?" He said sadly.

I looked up at him and caressed his cheek with my thumb. "No no. You may be messed up, but nobody is perfect either." I smiled and continued. "You are very smart, very sexy, very cute, very funny, very talented…" I could tell he was catching on. I felt the heat rise to my face, and my heart was beating out of control, I placed both my arms around Eli's neck and placed our foreheads together. "And you are a GREAT kisser." I finished. Our noses started touching.

Eli smiled, placing both his arms all the way around my waist, and asked, "So you really are still in love with me?"

"Yes, Eli. I love you, and only you." I replied, with our lips getting closer.

"Then why are we still talking? We got 1 whole month of kissing to catch up on." He whispered right against my lips.

Immediately after he said that we just crashed lips. Eli poked his tongue into my mouth begging for entrance. I let him in and our tongues battled it out. The kiss pushed out a deep moan escaping my mouth. We continued this for a good 4 minutes then broke apart. Our foreheads against each other, and noses still pressed together. Both of us smiling in pure bliss!

"I missed doing that with you blue eyes." Eli whispered in my ear, then kissed my ear lobe and the spot right under my ear.

I giggled at the sensation I was getting from his lips on my ear. "Me too."

Eli broke the kiss on my ear, and caressed my arms. "So the interview…" He looked up at me and smirked.

I giggled even more at his touch. "Screw it!"

Eli laughed. "I agree, I have better ideas."

He looked back into my eyes and lied us both down onto his bed with me underneath him, his hand pushed up my polo caressing my skin on my sides while I was raking my fingers through his dark locks of hair. He placed his lips on my neck and planted gentle kisses there. I smiled at the sensation and let out the sexiest moan that I know he loved. He smiled into my skin, "You like when I do that Edwards?" He continued to suck and kiss my neck. "Mhmmm." I loved the feeling of his lips on my skin. Always so warm and soft. I flipped on top of him moving my hands up his red polo caressing his toned abs and started kissing his neck. I heard a deep moan come out of his mouth…but this moan sounded nothing like what Eli would do in our make outs.

"Clare, holy shit woman." A deep but not Eli voice called out.

"Clare, wake up, wake up, your having a dream and it's got to stop for my sake!"

I opened my eyes, not only realizing it was a just a dream but I woke up lying straddle style on top of Jake!

"Ohhh uhh…Jae..Umm I am so so sorry wow." I was beyond embarrassed! I could feel a massive blush hitting my face.

Jake chuckled softly and moved me to the other side of my bed with us facing each other. His thumb caressed my cheek just like how Eli did in my dream only the sensation wasn't as passionate.

"What happened? Why are you in my bed? How did we end up like this?" I freaked and almost pulled away from Jake's grip but he pulled me to his side and place my head on his chest and held me gently.

"Don't you remember? We both decided to take a nap after our study break, I don't know how you ended up on top of me, but we fell asleep about 2 hours ago and I woke up to you on top of me with your hands up my shirt and you sucking on my neck." He pointed to his neck and there was a little purple spot. Wow I just gave Jake Martin a hickey in my sleep!

"I was going to let you continue but I was about this close to getting hard so I had to wake you up." He smiled and kissed my temple. "So how far did we go in this sexy dream of yours?" He tightened his grip on me a little more.

I feel a little strange discussing this with Jake considering we haven't gone that far physically. I just feel like crying right now after having such a heart wrenching dream. "Uhh I need to go use the bathroom." I said out of the blue trying to get out of his grip.

"Ok." He replied and let go of me.

I smiled at him as I got out of my bed and walked into the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and sighed. I know I have that interview with Eli tomorrow. But I don't know if that interview will truly be like my dream. I sat down curled into a ball and started to softly cry. "I still am in love with Eli Goldsworthy." I whispered to myself.

I am in love and I am ready to have that talk with Eli. That talk will be tomorrow. Screw the interview! I want my Eli back!

The End.

~Yeah I know it definitely is a sucky summary but hey worth a try right? Lol be sure to leave a review! Looking for ideas on other stories! Thanks for reading! Much Love ;-)