Bella's POV Chapter 1
I pulled into the cullen's drive-way...or should I say MY drive way. Me and Edward had been married now for 30 years exactly to this very day. I had bought my Husband a pearl engraved watch...all silver. I snatched the little box, opened my cars door, shut it and made my way inside. I listened with my ears for a heart beat...there was one but it was very faint. Panicked i shouted "Hey is everything okay? Who's here? Renesmee baby come here...Edward?" My bell voice rang. I didn't get a response. Slower than a human i walked up the wooden stairs. I touched the metal frames and my eyes filled with venom. I heard the heart beat in my and Edwards room. I walked towards it and opened the door. Sleeping on the bed was a cat. A cat...a cat...a cat. That's all that rang through my head. I fell to the floor sobbing. Left again...left again...left again...i clutched my diamond heart necklace that Edward bought me. I took in a lungful of air before screaming:
"!" in a pain filled shriek. My cheeks sucked to my teeth and for the first time ever. I wanted to vomit from pain. I screamed and shrieked for 2 days. Each day getting harder and harder...
On the 3rd day i stopped at around 4 PM. I stopped and stared at the ceiling. I felt dizzy and cold. Empty...no reason to live. Nothing here anymore. Nothing matters...nothing. I Traced the patterns on the ceiling. I just lay there, un aware of the world around me. It was a month before I heard any movement. I heard voiced. I couldn't move though. My throat flared all the time now. I couldn't speak either. I just mumbled `there gone there gone there gone` over and over and over again. I heard voices but I didn't notice. I just traced my best friend over and over again, the ceiling was the only thing that couldn't leave me. My new family, my new life as a ceiling. Weird I know. I hadn't moved since I stopped sobbing. My left hand was empty and lay flat against the carpet but my right hand had my diamond necklace clutched tightly. I didn't breath anymore...why should i waste human breath when I didn't want to live anymore? I was a waste of space. When these...vampires come upstairs and see me I hope they burn me quickly. I cant even remember their names anymore. I felt paralysed. The vampires raced into the hall, shouting "were back bells!"...there gone was all i could think of. I then heard two voices that broke my heart into glass. One was sweet like wind chimes, even though it was one word it broke my world; "Mum?" that was it...the second voice was smooth like velvet, it rolled off of his tounge perfectly. It was first warm and happy then concern leaked into it...; "Bella? Bella where are you what's wrong?" That made my world come down and a tear filled my eyes until my body shut down and i drifted away...