Chapter 1
The runaway
" I never given much thought of how I would die, but to die in the place of someone i loved.. Seems like a good way to go"
BPOV
I was alone, my parents died when I was just 3 years old. Well it will ago, so to say. I'm 14 know and i'm still in an orphange.
I was bored, and no-one likes me at all. I'm an outsider, just because I'm different. I like to be alone tho, when i don't really care about the people around me, and here, well they are odd, freaky persons. I still believed that some one would want me. But I guess not.
So I have a plan, I'm going to run away, leave this place and I will do it very soon, not weeks anyway.
My name is Isabella Marie Swan by the way. I have always wanted a family, just to have someone to care about me, to love me, and maybe fall in love. Yeah, love, I haven't been inlove tho, don't know what its like or anything. I have read about it, and I wanna feel it, like they do in the books and one more thing, I don't want to have just an ordinary guy. He has to be different, understand me and be careering.
"Boys and girls, food time" Angela shouted from downstairs. Angela was one of the older kids here, well she sort of lived here, she didnt want to leave. She was the only one I really rely on. She was like a bigger sister to me, but still, she wasnt really my family. I would miss her the most. But i knew what I had to do.
"Angela, what is it for lunch today" I asked.
"Macaroni and cheese. Is it good enough for you, young lady?" Angela said and laughed.
"Yeah, of course it is. I´m starving." I told her.
The other kids were just staring at me, I wasn´t really comfortible being around them, but I wanted to be able to talk with Angela.
But it was good to eat some food, since I was hungry like hell. And I was planning my run away, but there is one problem, I don´t know how I´m going to make it. But the easy way should be the best. This night maybe, yeah this night I will do it.
[Midnight the same day]
I packed all of my stuff in a bag, toothbrush, hairbrush and clothes I would need, since I didnt know where I was going, no one would miss me and I wouldn´t miss them. Everyone was a sleep, and this was my time, if I was about to do this I had to do it now.
I was going down the stairs, and went to the kitchen to grab some food, cause I didn´t know if I were able to buy anything. I got some money on me that I have saved for this runaway. When I had packed some food I was ready to go. I was heading for the frontdoor, I had told myself not to look back.
I reached for the doorknob, I was afraid to get caught and grounded. But when I had open the door, I stepped out as fasted as I could and closed the door behind me.
I started to walk out on the road, into the woods so no-one would found me. Alaska was good so no-one could find me.