Meant to be
Ok sooo this takes place just after Chuck left Blair and went to Bangkok. I just cut out the Jack part because really who wants that to happen?!
Victrola, Limos, the school, even her own house. Everywhere and everything reminded her of the one think she wanted so badly to forget....Chuck. How could he leave her? How could she move on? Will he ever come back? So many questions were always floating around in her mind. She needed to get out. Out of New York, might eliminate some of the ever-present memories of him. She doubted it, but it was worth a shot. Anything was better than suffering alone in the very same bed where he once came to her for comfort and she held him―until he left her.
"Hey, how are you feeling today?" Serena asked her best friend, breaking her free of her tormented thoughts.
"Fine. Why wouldn't I be fine?" Blair responded, pretending not to see the concerned look on her friends face. The last thing she wanted to do was think about Chuck Bass. Not that she ever really had a choice regarding when to think about him, he was her world, her everything. She thought about him every day. She wondered where he was, was he ok, and more importantly, was he thinking about her. But today, right now, she didn't want to concern her friend and if just for an instant, she didn't want to think about Chuck Bass.
"I don't know, you just seem...quiet lately."
"No need to concern yourself with my well-being. I always take care of myself. In fact, I'm better than i've been in a long time. Granted I may not have gotten my dream of going to Yale but Oxford is just as good, if not better! "
"Ya, Oxford will be good for you! It's a whole new beginning B. You're time to shine as the Audrey or Grace that you've always dreamed of becoming," Serena said with a smile on her face. Sometimes she was just a little too chipper for Blair to deal with. She did have a good point though, a new beginning. Somewhere far away where no one knew who she was and what had transpired between her and billionaire playboy Chuck Bass.
"You're right S. It's time I move on." Blair replied, plastering a fake smile on her face. 'Just like everyone else has' she thought to her herself and once again envisioned Chuck in the arms of some Bangkok prostitute.
And with that Blair walked onto a plane and away from her life in New York―away from all her memories with Chuck.
Next up: Blair goes to Oxford!