Absence – as
the proverb goes – makes the heart grow fonder, and it is true.
For when you are separated from a loved one all their bad habits and little
idiosyncrasies fade away or are diminished and all you can remember of them are
the good points, the points that made you fall in love with them in the first
place.
Remus thought he might be going mad, lying in bed and refusing to move despite
the delicious smell of cooking wafting up the stairs from the kitchen – bacon,
toast and sausages.
He'd come home from Hogwarts, crawled into his room and stayed there, hidden
beneath the covers.
His mother, tutting, had talked about teenagers having black moods and his
father had joked about Remus being homesick for his school books but both of
them where wrong.
The truth was Remus had nothing to do, no reason to go outside, no-one to talk
to despite his mother's insistence that a very pretty girl had moved in down
the road while he'd been away at school. He was waiting, counting the days
until the holidays would end and he could go back to school and his friends.
To Sirius.
His mother had forbidden Remus any contact with Sirius, and by proxy James and
Peter, after the summer fiasco a year ago when Sirius had announced himself a
homosexual and Remus had followed suit. Mrs. Lupin, rather naively, believed
Remus had fallen to pear pressure and that if her son was kept away from rogue
elements like Sirius Black he would soon realise that he was not that way
inclined and settle down with a pretty girl from the village.
Remus had already ruined her dreams once before by being a werewolf ('What
right thinking girl marries a werewolf?' She'd shrieked at her husband.) but
love was blind and Remus was smart and elegant, some girl would snap him up and
wouldn't mind that once a month he was a little… ratty.
But no girl in her right mind would marry him if he went around saying he was a
homosexual! It just wasn't done.
So Remus spent the summer hiding away from his mother and her good natured attempts
to force him into heterosexuality, writing letters to his friends and felling
miserable. The letters he received back from his friends told him they where
enjoying themselves, completely, without him – Peter had met a girl, James had
been to the Quidditch World Cup in France and Sirius had been restoring an old
Muggle Motorbike. He'd even sent photographs of it.
Remus felt incessantly jealous of all of them, especially the bike.
One Wednesday in the never ending summer holiday Mrs. Lupin donned her hat and
coat and went shopping, kissing her husband goodbye on the cheek and waving up
the stairs to Remus's closed bedroom door.
Once he was sure she was gone Remus slipped downstairs, ignored by his father
who was engrossed in the Daily Prophet, and made himself breakfast. Just as he
was finishing the remains of a bacon sandwich, smacking his lips and licking
his fingers, something roared up the road directly outside the kitchen window.
Something made of chrome and leather seats, gleaming in the morning sunrise and
Remus dropped his plate into the sink where it broke. The bike, Sirius bike,
and Sirius.
Slamming the front door open Remus ran, barefoot, the little chips of the road
cutting into his feet but he didn't feel them, didn't care because Sirius was
here and that mattered more than a few cuts and scratches.
Sirius had just removed his helmet when Remus reached him and throw himself at
him, Sirius dropped it and it rolled on the ground at his feet.
"Missed you." Remus murmured into Sirius's jacket clad shoulder, arms wrapped
tightly around his waist.
"I missed you too." Sirius said, sounding slightly amused but he hugged Remus
back just as fiercely.
Remus glanced away quickly, looking at the rows of houses that made up his
street, at there net curtained windows, illuminated in there picturesque-ness
by the morning sun, and then kissed him.
Mrs. Lupin was shopping in the local grocery store, weighing up broccoli, when
she came across an interesting conversation for her to eavesdrop upon.
"Yes," Mrs. Peterson from number 10 was saying. "Out in the street, and he was
all in leather too. With a bike!"
"Well I never." Miss Davies from number 11. "He always seemed like such a nice
boy.
"You can never tell can you." Mrs Peterson said thoughtfully. "Disgusting
though, isn't it? Two boys like them."
"But really, Remus Lupin?"
Mrs. Lupin decided this was the moment to throw herself into the conversation.
"What's he been doing?" she demanded angrily.
The two other women looked guiltily at each other, ashamed to have been caught
gossiping and with the object of their gossips mother so close by, before Mrs.
Peterson leant over conspiratorially.
"Remus!" Mrs. Lupin's voice rang out, barking the tranquillity of the little
house. She stormed into the kitchen, red faced, and slammed down her shopping
basket on the table. Mr. Lupin appeared from behind his newspaper.
"Remus is out." He said, his eyes never leaving an interesting article about a
well-to-do minister, a call girl and some illegal magic substances.
"With whom?" Mrs. Lupin asked icily.
"His friend from school. Sosic, Sires, Sirius! That's it."
Mrs Lupin had to go and have a nice up of tea to recover her nerves, but not
before she'd given her husband a good talking too.
Remus buried his head in Sirius shoulder and screamed, delighted and terrified.
The bike roared through the peaceful English countryside, destroying the
peaceful morning tranquillity and leaving a stirring world in its wake. The two
boys upon it pressed close together, escaping at least for this moment, away
from parents, popular prejudice and twitching net curtains.
Just two boys on a bike and a long, hot, summer holiday to be made the most of.
