"I had no hope about my future before I met you, Levi-heichou." she said, barely breathing, her body all bloody. Her legs have been bitten off by a titan during the expedition. I couldn't speak, holding her body close to mine, not minding how dirty she was.

She chose to die for me.

"I only had resignations and resentment. But after I met you I looked forward to my future for the first time. For the first time I desperately wanted to live." No, shut up. Shut the fuck up [f/n]. Then why the hell are you still even speaking! Preserve your energy and live!

I had wanted to tell her that, but her bloody finger was raised to my lips. "Thank you… I'm grateful. I wish you a safe journey back home. I will never forget… I will not be able to forget. I will not forget you even after death." Her eyes slowly closed as she barely mouthed the words, 'I love you.'

I didn't realize I was crying until I reopened my eyes and saw her face filled with water. I thought it was raining, but those were just my tears.

There are moments I want to stop forever. Like the moment the person I didn't realize I loved, dies from pain.

I didn't want to see it, nor believe it.

I was 'Humanity's Strongest' yet I couldn't do anything. How stupid. How utterly pathetic.

It was a moment I felt completely helpless.

For the first time I wanted to protect someone.

But I couldn't do anything for her and lost her.

That day was the most painful day I've experienced in years.

That was the worst death I had witnessed in my life.

I wasn't able to tell her that I loved her too.

She was always there. She was a strong soldier. She was cheerful and somehow… cute.

She may not be a clean-freak like me, but she had always made sure that it was clean when I was around.

She was so perfect, so worth it and I just had to let go of her like that.

I will never forget her… even after my death.

Because maybe, just then… we might see each other again.

A/N: Well this was inspired from a certain K-drama ok. Idk why I thought of Levi when I read the guy's lines... so here. I'll leave it here. Ta-ta~