DARK KNIGHT
Darkness has always been my ally. For as long as I can remember I have always been alone, never needed anyone else. I am the night; concealing shadows are my brothers, the eerie silence, my only sister. I've wrapped my heart in darkness, away from the light of others, until it was concealed to tightly to see any longer. No one knows as well as I how much the light can hurt, how it pierces unknowingly to the point of bleeding near death. The light has always been my worst enemy, or so I have thought. As must always occur, the night must be broken into glorious dawn and shadows must fall back in the rising sun. Such a wonder I have found that I know there is a light so soft and pure that it wraps me in its gentle embrace. The day has entered my lonely night and fought back the darkness that I never noticed would have swallowed me. My heart has been warmed in its caressing rays and I have risen from the depths of darkest despair. Never before had I a reason to venture forth and fight the evils that were hidden from me in the night. The light has reached forward and shown me my enemies and has shown me that I can fight and will triumph. For this I will fight, not only for myself but also to protect this light that has not only saved my heart but also conquered it. I would do anything and everything for the light, make every sacrifice. If I must bleed then it is the blood of my heart, if I must cry then my tears will not fall in vain, if I must greatly suffer then I will suffer in happiness knowing that the light is safe. All I would ask in return is to forever stay with the light, to always be in its gentle glow and always feel its warmth. Stay with me oh blessed day, blessed day that walks in glory. May we walk together in glory and attain our joys together eternally. Stay by my side and never leave me. Fill me with your rays. Stay by my side and love me through my final days. My life, my love, my Usako.
Exert from the collected journals of Chiba Mamoru
Authors Note: You know who owns Sailor Moon and I hate to say it but it isn't me. Shortie, I know. This has original purpose that I wrote it for (a while back actually) but it sounded so much like Mamoru that I just had to convert it to this. I won't tell what that purpose was though so unless you hear it in its original form, that's all you need to know. I think you can figure it out. Thanks a lot. Ja ne -