I was overjoyed.I was finally love me, even need me. I'm finally getting the reconition I need. After the small
celebration, I was the only one in the choir room, still looking over sheet music. I couldn't get over the look Finn look gave me at
Regionals. That look alone gives me hope.I was worried he would never forgive me. I saw on the clock that my dance class is pretty
soon, so I packed up my things to go. While walking thru the halls, I heard a noise in the closet. Being the curious person I am
I checked to make sure it wasn't any hooligans. What I saw made my stomach drop. Finn and Quinn were wrapped in each other's arms
in a full-out makeout session. They didn't even see me so I slammed the door and ran. I ran to my car, ran til I ran out of steam.
I ended up in the park. I sat down in the grass and shut my eyes. I'm not going to let him hurt me anymore. Sure we had something
amazing going, but that fell apart when I found out about him and Satan. I wouldn't have been as mad if he would've told me when
I told him about Jesse. I'm sick and tired of opening up my heart just to let him trample on it. I know what I have to do.
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"Now class today we will just be relaxing since we did so well at Regionals." I raised my hand. "Mr. Shue, I have a song I would like to perform.
I nodded to the band and the upbeat music started to play.
You say that I'm messing with your head (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
All cuz I was making out with your friend (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Love hurts whether it's right or wrong (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
I can't stop cuz I'm having too much fun (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
You're on your knees, begging please, stay with me
But honestly I just need to be a little crazy
All my life I've been good, but now
I, I, I, am thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around
And I, I, I don't really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can't save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good, but now
Whoooooooa what the hell!
What? What? What? What the hell!
By now everyone except Finn and Quinn was jumping around and dancing.
So what? If I go out on a million dates? (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
You never call or listen to me anyway (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Don't get me wrong, I just need some time to play (e-yea)
You're on your knees, begging please, stay with me (la la la)
But honestly I just need to be a little crazy (crazy! )
All my life I've been good, but now
I, I, I, am thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around
And I, I, I don't really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can't save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good, but now
Whoooooooa what the hell!
Brit and Santana were now backing me up
La la la la la la la
Whoa whoa whoa
La la la la la la la
Whoa whoa whoa
You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head
When I'm messing with you in bed
All my life I've been good, but now
I, I, I, am thinking what the hell (what the hell! )
All I want is to mess around
And I, I, I don't really care about (I don't care about! )
All my life I've been good, but now
I, I, I, am thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around
And I, I, I don't really care about (If you love me)
If you love me (you know)
If you hate me (you know)
You can't save me
Baby, baby (If you love me)
All my life I've been good, but now
Whoooooooa what the hell!
La la la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la la!
I ended the song sitting in Finn's lap, just to make Quinn pissed. The room was in cheers. Noah wrapped me up in a hug. Standing up for
myself never felt so good.