A/N: No!!! Itachi! I'll help you!!


Lost

I have been alone for so long.

Never had light passed by my shield.

Never had my pain escaped through me.

I wanted to see the light again.

To grasp the joyful child I once was.

Like so many others,

I was robbed of my childhood.

I had wanted so much.

But there was nothing compared to the pain I felt.

All I wanted was love.

A bright shield that would protect me.

A giant hammer that would smash my barrier.

I want to release my pain.

Despair and the ultimate feeling of death.

I walk by the nine rivers of hell.

I fell into the unforgiving grasp of death.

There was once.

When I had never seen death,

When I was happy,

When I never lost anything.

When I had friends,

Family,

A home.

Home is not a building,

Not a shelter.

It's where your loved, and accepted.

But I have none of that.

I am a slave of war.

I kill to avoid death.

I murdered.

And slaughter for survival.

I want to see light again.

My hands are bathed with blood.

The guilt of murdering hundreds of innocent souls.

Forever scared into my heart.

My mind breaks apart.

I am screaming.

But no sound comes out.

Life is so hopeless!

Let me die!

The rivers drip with blood.

The mountains are crying,

The sky is raining,

The sun is dying,

The moon turns black,

And takes my final breathes of hope.