Her Feelings
Wow, what a total douche!
He nearly killed another girl, tried to kill me, and has probably destroyed the lives of countless others. He left me crying in the cold and left me lying on the bench, unconscious. He left the team and the village, all for the likes of that snake!
What he's done… it-it's unforgivable!
Why was he so intent on hurting us? I've hurt others myself trying to protect him and trying to save him, but it's gone too far now. Even Naruto has seen past this bullshit façade of mine.
Everyone is risking their lives to either find him, bring him back, or kill him. Is that boy really that work it now?
I tried to do something for him, yet ye doesn't accept it and goes along with that "I'm cool" attitude. W-What's up with that? He never cared about me, never.
And even if I got the slightest feeling from him, I'm sure it was nothing.
Even after I say this, though… God, I can't help but love him. I love him so much. Contradictory, right? But I love him. I love his black hair and dark eyes. I love his almost non-existent and borrowed personality. I love how he thinks he's so cool when he really isn't. I love his smile, laugh, and how much he cared about me when it mattered most. I even remember the dates of all the important events between us (even if he doesn't care). I extremely, gratefully, and thankfully love how we were put into a team—once, long ago.
But why does he not acknowledge my feelings?