Precinct at 3:12 PM
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It had been a normal day at work but things changed when Amaro brought in an 80 year man for raping his own granddaughter
.Nick was in the interrogation room with the man and Benson and Rollins were watching.
Olivia's eyes started to tear up but she held the tears back.
Amanda noticed and she knew Liv, she never let's her feelings show around people.
"Hey Liv what's wrong," Amanda asked confused of her eyes gleaming.
"Oh, it's nothing, really. Just give me a minute," said Liv as she walked down the halls down to the cribs.
She sat down as her eyes blurred with salty tears. She had remembered when that man was dating her mom, Serena.
All of the memories had come back when she heard that man speak, the incident that not even Brian knew.
She sucked it up and went to the restroom to try and hide her red and puffy eyes, she didn't want anyone to see she had been crying.
She then returned to Amanda's side holding back the tears again when she heard the man's voice, she fought them though.
"I would never hurt such a precious child with such soft skin and silky hair," said the man with proudness in his voice of what he had done.
Olivia knew his voice by heart and she could never get it out of her mind.
After a long day of trying not to burst out in tears, she lay on her bed just staring at the ceiling remembering thought by thought as tears spilled over her eyes and fell on to her cheeks.
Brian then walked into the bedroom.
"Babe what's wrong," Brian asked.
"Honey, it's nothing," said Olivia as she tried to hold the tears back but they kept falling over her eyelids like a waterfall falling from the top of a cliff.
"Hon, talk to me, I know something's wrong, you're the Badass Olivia Benson, nobody ever sees you cry," said Brian as he went to lay down next to her.
She cuddle up against his chest as her tears soaked his NYPD t-shirt.
"It's something from work, an 80 year old man was arrested for raping his 12 year old granddaughter, I remember him from when he was dating my mother," said Liv.
"Oh Liv, tell me please," said Brian kind of knowing what could have happened to Liv.
"I was 9 years old, and my mom was dating him. He practically lived at our house. I remember the one day that my mom was hungover and he took me to my room. I remember him taking my nightgown off, i didn't know what he was going to do but it felt wrong," said Liv with tears down her face.
"And the he would take my underwear off and lay me on my bed as he undressed himself. I remember him taking my hand and placing it on his penis and making me stroke it, I didn't like it at all. Then he would lick me down there and I felt moisture down there and I thought I wet myself. But he said what he did made me wet, everytime he licked me I flinged in confusion. Then he stuck it in me, and it hurt so bad, I wanted him to kill me, I screamed but my mom didn't get up for one day because it turns out he drugged her," said Olivia by now she was holding Brian tight.
"And he did it for years, and when I was 13 he got me pregnant, my mom made me get an abortion," said Olivia, she was now uncontrollably crying.
"Oh, Liv I'm so sorry for asking," said Brian in guilt.
"No babe it's fine, I needed to get it out," said Olivia sobbing.
Her story remained untold.
Sorry for only one chapter I just got the story in my mind and i can't figure out anything else to put in it! Please leave a review!