Ianto was the first person I have ever wanted to be with so much and now with out trace or a word he was gone and he was never coming back. I don't know why she did it; she is married, happy soon to be starting a family. I don't know may be it was because of the death of Owen and Tosh that laid her to do, but now she has spoiled every thing, she knows how I feel, how I wanted and how happy I was. Why did she do it right in front of him, in front of my Ianto?
I pulled away of course I did but it was to late he had already get the wrong idea and of course I went after him only to get a slap witch is what probably deserved and now he won't talk to me won't let me explain that she kissed me and not the other way around.
Ya we flirt but that's all, if I had none that he didn't like I would have stopped, If I had known she would have taken it the wrong way I would not have started.
She knows what he means to me so why did she have to that. I sent her home I had to, wanted to and right now I only care about ianto and how he's feeling and hope he will forgive me.
Mickey keeps saying he will come back and Martha good old Martha she's gone to speak to him. She had only been in five minutes when she hared me telling it (Gwen) to go home and not the bother to come back until I could forgive her for what she had done, she tried to argue with she told that I could retcon ianto so he would never no and that things could go back to the way things where but t that just made things worse and me even madder. How could I do that to ianto after what we had just done I wanted him to forgive me to not to forget what I had done?
So Martha has gone to try and get him back, try to get him to talk to me. I have even started my paper work so he can see that I do listen and that I do care. I would do anything to get him back just anything. I looked up when I heard the clog door open where I saw Martha and I sad looking ianto with tears still in his eyes, Martha gave him a little smile and Mickey gave him a pitiful glair as ianto slowly made his way up to my office.