Ch.1

" I think we need a divorce." "Your leaving me !?" Miley said trying to hold back tears .then Nick said
"Yes I really don't want to hurt you but I just don't feel the same anymore."
jessa runs her hand throw her hair ready to scream . Then she said " there's some one else isn't there?" Nick shuffles his feet and looks down .
Jessa laughs darkly " Wow ok I'll sign the papers. If and and only if you wait till after Christmas . I want Landon (our 2 year old son) to have one last holiday with his parents." Nickthought for a while then finally said " Ok I'll do it."

Nicks's pov

I feel really bad about leaving Miley for my new girlfriend . But I just don't feel it any more . So Im walking into Selena apt. And see her standing there in really short shorts and a sports bra and she says "hey sexy . How'd things with Miley go?" I cough and say " they went well except she said she will only sign the papers if I stay for the holidays ." Her eyes get dark and she says " Are you fucking kidding me ! Shes only saying that to try and get you to love her again ." I hold the tip of my nose and say " No Selena Im not gonna get back with her. It's for Landon." She says " Fine but for now your mine *winks* and pulls me in by my shirt.

Miley pov

Im sitting here crying and not knowing what todo . Landon is with my mom for the weekend and Nick is most likely at his sluts house . I wipe my tears and walk to the mirror and take off my cloths then start having thoughts that I fight all the time and start hearing the voice I hate saying 'your fat' 'you should die ' go cut yourself '.
Maybe josh left me because Im fat . Maybe I should stop eating and he will love me again . And so I walk to the bathroom go by the toilet and stick my fingers down my throat. And I have relapsed who know what will happen from here.