Chapter One: Loneliness and Drowsiness
" M-Mikuo... " A groan escaped Kaito's lips. He tossed and turned in bed, uncomfortable.
" Mhh... " Kaito woke up.
' Why do I keep having these dreams? ' He thought. Ever since the night Mikuo had sleep in Kaito's room because his own room was getting repainted Kaito's been having the same dreams ever since Mikuo had slept in Kaito's room for one night because his own room was getting repainted, Kaito kept having the same dreams and thoughts. And that was months ago. Mikuo looked so cute when he was asleep. How he curled up against Kaito's body, he remembered how warm he was, how he made soft breathing sounds. Kaito shakes this thought off.
" No... " He said to himself, " That's wrong...we're both guys. He's probably straight, anyways. " Kaito sighed. He looked at the clock. 3:00 AM.
' I better get some sleep... ' He thought, knowing he was probably going to be busy later today. Kaito often overworked, which is why Master grew worried over Kaito. Most of the Vocaloids only sang 4-5 songs a day, but Kaito thought that 13-15 songs a day was completely sane. Master told Kaito to take it easy, but he never would. Kaito got himself sick most of the time because of over-working, and Master would give him a few days off, though Kaito hated that. Kaito hugged onto his pillow, turning to face the wall. It felt lonely all by himself, and surely there was no one awake at this hour. Kaito almost felt like crying. He wanted Mikuo there.
" Mikuo... " He whimpered, sounding a little desperate. A few tears rolled down his face. Kaito wiped them off, sniffling.
" I want Mikuo... " He looked back at the clock. 3:04 AM. Time was going by so slowly.
' I'm going to tell him tomorrow... ' Kaito basically jumped up out of bed, walking around his room with his hands folded behind his back. ' Yeah, tomorrow... ' He lied back down, closing his eyes, several thoughts still swarming his mind.
' Will I disgust him? ' He thought, finally drifting off to sleep.
' Mikuo...I love you... '