First time writing Quincest and with the Tegan and Sara plot and story line. I hope I do well. Please comment~
Tegan hummed quietly to herself as her and her twin sister Sara sat in the back of a large white van with her sister and other band members. It was the beginning of their tour after releasing Heartthrob, they wanted to start local, Tegan wanted to be closer to her twin so they settled on Montreal.
She clicked the pen in her boney fingers, concentrating on her lyrics. Sara looked up from her book and glared at her twin; she rolled her eyes and nudged her with her elbow, sending shock waves up Tegan's arm. "Can you stop?" she asked, before looking back down at her book. It had been like this for weeks, Sara would get annoyed and Tegan would act like nothing's wrong, to put it simply, they were sick of each other…although Tegan had a few more emotions built up.
Tegan looked at her pen, then back at Sara "Stop what?" she questioned, not finding anything wrong with what she was doing. Sara pointed at the pen Tegan continued to click her pen. Sara looked back up and pointed at the pen. Tegan looked up over and stopped the clicking. Sara chuckled and looked back down at her book, leaving a blushing twin to go back to her writing.
"Sorry," she mumbled. Sara nodded in approval as she read, oblivious at her sister's stare. The older twin subconsciously stared at the younger of the two. She was broke out of her gaze by Johnny, who poked her in the back of her head with his drum stick, with an annoyed glance, she looked back at him. Johnny rolled his drum stick in between his fingers and gave her the 'you-know-what-you-did' look. Tegan huffed, sinking back in her seat and went back to her writing.
It was obvious that Tegan Quin was in love with her sister, well at least to everyone besides Sara herself. Even some of their fans had made speculations about their relationship, how could Sara not see. "We're here," Sara said as she put her book away. Tegan raised an eyebrow and looked around her surrounding…they were already at the venue for the show.
"Right," Tegan said as she opened the door to the van.
"Are you alright?" Sara asked as she grabbed their guitar cases from the back. Tegan nodded at her and took hers from Sara's hand.
"Perfectly fine," she smiled. Sara got that 'twin' vibe from her sister.
"Are you sure? You seem off," she wondered as they walked to the backstage area.
"I'm fine, Sara," Tegan said, getting slightly annoyed with her sister. Sara bit her lip and backed off, the last thing she wanted to do was make her sister upset…angry Tegan isn't what she wanted to come out, especially before the first show of the tour. Tegan pulled a bottle of vodka out of her bag and put it down on the table. Sara looked at it as she unpacked the set equipment "Want some?" Tegan asked.
"I shouldn't," Sara replied simply.
Tegan smirked and grabbed the bottle, she held it up to Sara's face and shook it side to side "You know you want it, Sasa," she teased. Sara rolled her eyes and took the bottle from her hands; she unscrewed the cap and took a big swig. She handed it back to Tegan and went back to unpacking. "That's it…you usually drink more?" She asked looking at the bottle.
"I don't want to be drunk during the show," Sara answered her, shrugging her shoulders. Tegan shook her head and drank out of the clear glass bottle .
"Sound check!" Someone yelled. The twins grabbed their things and headed to the stage. Along the way, Tegan kept looking over at her sister…why wasn't she talking to her all of a sudden? Everything was fine in the car…yes, she had her nose in a book but that's normal Sara. "What's her fucking deal?" Tegan thought to herself trying to decide what was wrong with her twin.
"Is she trying to get me drunk…its some kind of conspiracy…she's been really weird around me. Plotting murder, that's not like Tegan. Maybe it's the alcohol talking? Maybe she likes me? haha. No. Good one, Sara," she chuckled to herself, she pushed some hair behind her ear and opened the door to the stage.
Tegan looked back at Sara and smiled, she was adorable when she makes herself laugh. Johnny tugged on Tegan's sleeve and tugged her towards the corner. "You know I'm gay right?" She joked as he backed her into the corner. Johnny glared at her and hit her arm in annoyance.
"You're fucking giving yourself away," he told her.
Tegan cocked her head to the side and put her guitar strap over her small frame "What do you mean?" she asked as she held her guitar. Johnny looked back at Sara, who was setting up her keyboard.
"You're too obvious…if you don't want the fans to know, tone it down," he said before letting her go. Tegan rolled her eyes, she was perfectly fine. She walked back over to the stage and drank more out of the Vodka bottle, she closed her eyes, she felt like getting tipsy tonight… good stories would come out of it.
"Tee Tee, don't get drunk," Sara reminded.
"Yes, Mother," Tegan laughed, taking another sip.
"What stories do you want to tell tonight? I'm sure you've told them all," Sara wondered, trying to change the subject and have a decent conversation with her.
"Well…since Closer is the last song, how about I tell the time you and Emy had sex for the first time," Tegan grinned. Sara laughed and threw one of her guitar picks at her. Tegan slapped the pick away and took another drink.
"No! you will not," Sara told her, thinking that she was joking and wouldn't actually do it. Tegan gave her a laugh and a nod…Tegan was totally going to do it.
After the sound check and the concert, everything went according to plan, the twins' banter and older songs. They had played songs off Heartthrob to excite the crowd. But throughout the show Tegan kept glancing at her sister, she was so sexy in her blue polka-dot collared button up. Now and then, Johnny would bang on his symbol a little too hard to get Tegan's attention away from her sister and to the music. "So before our last song, Closer…there's a funny story while writing this song," Tegan started, earning a loud cheer from the audience, she smiled and continued with her story "My lovely Sara here…told me about when she was in a relationship with a girl and how she wanted to get 'closer' with her." In that moment, Sara froze…she couldn't believe Tegan; she thought she was only joking with her when she said that. Sara heard the laughter and played it all off with her shy smiles and small movements.
She rested her arm on her black guitar and scratched her head; trying to suffer through the embarrassment…Tegan was going to get it later.
"I hate her, I hate her, I hate…so much right now," she thought to herself.
They had said goodbyes and bowed to the crowed before walking off stage. Sara's anger set in, she gave her guitar to the stage hand and walked down the hallway, she walked up behind Tegan and yanked her by her jacket "What the fuck Tegan?" She asked angrily.
"What do you mean?" Tegan joked with a sly smile on her face as she turned around her face her angry sister. Sara growled and pushed her twin backwards.
"That damn story! I told you not to fucking tell it, it's private!" She started to yell, her voice getting louder with every sentence.
"Well maybe you open up a little," Tegan suggested, getting annoyed with her.
"Maybe you should stay out of my personal business," she hissed, pushing the elder twin back. Tegan pushed her back and against the wall.
"Lighten up!" She yelled.
"Stay out of my personal life!" Sara screamed, taking the Vodka bottle out of the seething twins' hand and smashing it to the floor.
"Fuck you," she yelled, starting to walk away from Sara.
"You want to...don't you?" Sara screamed out of anger. Tegan stopped in her tracks…did Sara know about her feeling towards her? She turned around and stormed back up to Sara, she clenched her hand before slapping Sara across the face, sending her to the floor, getting small cuts from the shattered glass.
"Fuck you, Sara! You know what? I wish you were never born!" Tegan screamed as she stormed off. Sara sat up and touched her cheek that was stinging from the slap. So that's how Tegan truly felt about her.
"Be careful what you wish for."