I'm not sure what to call this I was just bored and randomly inspired by nothing. Tell me what you think. This in no way has anything to do with my real life I just had a random idea for a story and this is the summary of feelings that the main character would have, of course in the mind of a girl. Please tell me if its too dramatic, or over-used, or stupid in general. Constructive criticism is welcomed.
Wait Forever:
First, just a glance. Only a glance. And after only a blush. only your blush.
Second, an introduction. The face stays with you, the name imprinted in your mind. And on your heart
Third, the obsession, the admiration of the face, the name.
Fourth, the hope of another encounter, another treasured meeting. Only treasured by you.
Fifth, A close relationship, not expected but dreamed of, until you come back to reality and realize it's not the kind of relationship you dreamed of.
Sixth, years of friendship and only friendship, he may even be like family after some time. Hugs and nudges send sparks through your body, your soul, not his.
Seventh, he's taken, captured by someone else's hand, someone else's smile
Eighth, They separate, he becomes free again, not that he was ever truly captive at all
Ninth, he grows older, you grow older, but only you fear the dreadful goodbye
Tenth, it hits you, the goodbye is near, your heart races, your breathing becomes rapid and heavy, your chest has an invisible empty hole, one that may never be filled by his love. Almost no chance of being repaired by his warmth. You have no idea what to do, no idea what to say or feel. All you can do is wait, and wait. Wasting life away waiting. Even working to avoid thoughts and feelings. So you wonder what will become of you. And all you and your heart can do is wait. Wait Forever.