Hey Greetings from Planet Breeze! I wanted to first take the time out to those who are willing to read my crap stories! You guys rock! This is my first iCarly fic EVER! But its totally Seddie FTW! And on to the disclaimer
Disclaimer: I don't own iCarly or Sam Freddie or Carly. There are times where I dream I did but then I wake up to mundane non icarly owning reality.
{ Prologue }
Sam
Ugh, stupid dumb perfect nice pretty girly Carly! Why does everyone always stick to her like glue! I mean don't get me wrong I love Carls. She's practically a sister to me, but that doesn't mean sisters cant be jealous of each other every now and then. I know what you're thinking me Samantha Joy Puckett jealous? It doesn't sound right does it, but I cant help but feel less important to everyone around me because of her. Who would rather pay attention to mean pushy meat-eating tom boyish Sam when she is in the room. To be honest you'd think id be used to always coming in second place next to the pretty girls. Every guy I've ever liked had chosen Carly over me. When my parents got a divorce they fought over who would get Melanie my perfect twin sister not caring what happened to me. And last but not least. HIM. Freddie Freakin Benson. The one Guy who I think I will ever make me feel like this . The first friend I ever made. The first person to be nice to me. The first person I've ever kissed. The first and only boy I've ever fallen in love with. The first person I lost to her
Most people that know us or watch iCarly would never stop to think that I actually care for the nub…but I do and I know I cant stop. We weren't always how we are now. Back before the 4th grade when Carly came, me and Freddie were best friends. We got along so well . We would walk to and from school together play at the park. Sleep over each other's houses. We did everything together. Then on August 28, 2002 everything changed. It was the first day of school and I was so excited to be going back. I remember rushing to my class hoping to talk to Freddie before the bell rang. But I had never got the chance he was already there talking to HER. And I could tell by the way he looked at her that things were never going to be the same. Even though I know we were at such a young age, I knew he had fallen for her….and knowing that, had killed apart of me. That was the day I lost my best friend. The last day I was ever nice and open with people. But it was the first time I lost someone to Carly and sadly it wouldn't be the last.
Carly doesn't know this, but I know she's starting to like Freddie. He's pinned after her for years so I guess its only natural that she would start to see all the great things about him….all the great things I see in him. I guess this will be the third time I lose Freddie to Carly. I guess this is just how things are supposed to be for us. Because even if Freddie did like me now I don't think we'd be together. Not while im still like this, not while im still messed up. He deserves better than Sam: the school bully.
Maybe there's still hope for me and Freddie maybe if I change back to the old me. The me he was best friends with, he would like me more, maybe a lot of people would like me more…...
Freddie
Most people that know me think of as kind of a dense kid, especially my friends Sam and Carly but what they don't know is that I DO notice the things that happen around me….more so the way that people feel about me. As long as I can remember I've had a crush on Carly Shay the girl next-door…well across the hall. And as long as I can remember Carly has not returned my feelings for her. That is until the day I got ran over by a taco truck for her. Since then things between us has started to change : she was slowly growing feelings for me while I was slowly losing interest in her. Don't get me wrong Carly is a great girl and any guy would be lucky to have her, and its not that I DON'T like her still but what I feel for Carly could never measure up to what I feel for HER. Samantha Joy Puckett, the love of my life. Lately me and Sam's attitudes towards each other has changed. Ever since the night we kissed I find myself wanting to always be around her, just so I can get a whiff of her shampoo or see her smile or hear her laugh. Because even though she is far from being what the world would call perfect, everything she does is perfect to me. And lately I get the feeling that she feels the same way. She doesn't know though, but I can read her like a book…I always could.
If any one was to ever find out that the King of Nubs and Princess Puckett actually had feelings for each other that wasn't hate, they would either think we we're crazy, trying to pull a prank on someone, or just die from laughter. The things that most people don't understand is that me and Sam have history. Before Carly before Jr. High, before iCarly and before all of out High School drama. They wouldn't ever guess that we grew up as best friends. Or that we did everything together, or that she was the most important person in my life for so long. Most people thinks that Carly was my first love, but she wasn't. Im not in love with Carly…I never was. Because the truth is I had given my heart away far before meeting Carly and I never got it back. I wont pretend like I've always knew this but acted like I didn't, because I haven't always known. It took me up until sophomore yr of high school to realize that I love Sam and that she loves me too.
It was at the school's girl's choice dance. Me and Carly had both found dates but no one had asked Sam. After the dance Carly and I, along with our dates had headed to the Groovy Smoothie to hang. Once our dated left Carly I decided to share a dance so we could have at least one good memory of that day, I remember being soo excited that I was finally getting a chance to hold in my arms the girl I thought I had loved since the fourth grade. As we danced I couldn't help but notice the lack of pleasure I thought it would give me. And then I looked up and realized that me and Carly were not alone anymore. Sam was outside looking in on us with a sad look on her eyes. The same look she had in eyes when Carly first transferred her. The year Carly came was the year that me and Sam stopped being best friends. Even though she was nice to Carly she wasn't to me. Every time I would try to talk to her about how much I liked Carly or how funny Carly was, Sam wouldn't say anything. She would just stare at me with that abandoned look in her eyes. Even now every time I mention Carly she gets that same look in eyes before she says that Carly will never love me. But its almost like a plea…like she's trying to convince herself more than trying to convince mw, Thinking Back on it I cant believe I was so stupid not to have noticed it before.
Mayebe if I pay more attention to her and show her that I care about her, she'll open up and we can finally be together. Im so tired of waiting…...
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Im am here for you, love is meant for two, so tell me what you're gonna do
* SAM + FREDDIE = TRUE LOVE *
Author's note:
I know kinda OC on both Sam and Freddie and nothing happened so far just some background info for you. I would really love if you could take the time out please leave a review! Please and thanks!