Disclaimer: i do not own degrassi or the characters, if i did emma and Jay would have started dating after secrets.

I think you can do much better than me

After all the lies that I made you believe

Guilt kicks in and I start to see

The edge of the bed where your nightgown used to be

Jay has been miserable ever since he told the girl that he cherished and loved that he cheated on her. After a while he told himself that it didn't matter anymore, he had been miserable his whole life why did it matter now? He tried to think of how to forget about her and how much he had loved her, but he couldn't get that gorgeous blonde out of his head, what was he going to do? He told himself not to think about her so he doesn't have to miss her.

I told myself I wont miss you

But I remembered

What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face

And the way your innocence tastes

And I think you should know this

You deserve much better than me

When Jay went down to the ravine he sat on that infamous bench and got a flashback :

"is this seat taken?" "it is now" "what's in the van?"

But as soon as it started it was over. How could he be so stupid? How could he of lost the girl that he cared so much for? He decided to go and talk to the girl that he had just recently broken her heart. He was walking to her house when he saw her coming out of the school. She looked lonely and depressed .Jay almost cried just by thinking that he did that. He finally got up enough guts to talk to her.

"Hey Emma can we please talk?" He said while approaching her cautiously. As soon as she saw him she looked like she was going to cry.

"What do you want , don't you think you've done enough already?" She said while now crying.

"Listen, I am so sorry I never meant to hurt you. I love you too much to just let you go." He said with pleading eyes, but Emma just turned away.

"Saying you love me doesn't help the fact that you broke my heart into little pieces, don't talk to me EVER!!" She said while now sobbing and running to her house.

While looking through your old box of notes

I found those pictures I took

That you were looking for

If there's one memory I don't want to lose

That time at the mall

You and me in the dressing room

I told myself I won't miss you

But I remembered

What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face

And the way your innocence tastes

And I think you should know this

You deserve much better than me

Jay just ran after her and finally caught up to her

"How can I make you love me again?" H e said while stopping her.

"You cant Jay!! I still love you ,but you basically said it was over when you told me that you slept with a girl who wasn't me."

"No I didn't ." He said while trying to hug her but she just pulled away.

"I'm done talking to you Jay maybe we can be friends in a couple of months but right now I cant stand to see your face it hurts to much." She said while walking into her house.

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder

Wish I never would've said it's over

And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older

Cause we never really had our closure

This can't be the end

I really miss your hair in my face

And the way your innocence tastes

And I think you should know this

You deserve much better than me

I really miss your hair in my face

And the way your innocence tastes

And I think you should know this

You deserve much better than me

(And I think you should know this)

(You deserve much better than me)

A/N: this actually happened to me a couple of weeks ago, but I forgave him. This is my favorite song ever, it is also his ring tone.