Stand by Me

Woot! my Third story...will sort of I kinda have to start with the other ones.

Well I'm in love with the Twilight series!! I already finished the third book...sigh such a sad ending for Jacob..

So i decided to create a after math story And no.

I DON'T own twilight.

So let's begin shall we begin?

Thoughts

Flashbacks

() author speaking (me!)

This takes place after the third book so...if you don't understand it...Go read it!

I ran as fast as I could ever have gone. Away from my new world, that I have chosen, but wishing I should have thought about it carefully. Tear stained my iced cheeks, barely feeling the slightest wetness of it.

Why did I choose this? I should have known that this would happen!

My eyes glowed red, trying to swallow the guilt that choked deep in my throat. I continued to run pass time- or even faster than time it's self. Shoot, the forest seem to have darkened, making it seem that I was running through a cave. A dark endless cave. Maybe that was were I belonged, just keep running with no light. It would be safer for everyone, since now I've became the ultimate monster- that not even Edward could save...

I closed my eyes tightly, not even caring where I was going, mostly hoping that I ended up at a cliff. Though it wouldn't't't do any use now. Nothing could end my misery nor turn back time to stop me. This was who I am and always will be. Forever with my first killing.

If only Edward was quick enough to save them. If only I wasn't so desperate for blood like a true monster.

If only...

"Jacob.." I muttered, letting his name spill out of my lips. Woah, that came out of nowhere. I stopped myself, clouds of dirt swirled behind me and faintly disappearing only a few seconds later from the air.

Remembering Jacob gave me such a shock, I couldn't't't remember the last time I thought about him. I thought about the last goodbye, it seemed like years since the last time I saw Jacob.

I hope he's alright.

I gripped my hands into a fist, looking down at the dirt. The last time I saw him was the day of the battle against Victoria and the newborns. I could relive that moment..

Crying beside injured Jacob, realizing my true feelings for him, and wishing that he never had to suffer because of me. I still wish I never had met him, causing him so much pain. So much, he didn't even show up at the wedding. Oh well, who could blame him. My guess the wedding invitation was covered in gasoline and burnt to a crisp.

I wonder if he okay..Or has a new--ew! what's that smell?

A distant odor woke me from my thoughts. I turned around trying to cover my nose. It was a mix of smells. Like the smell of wet fur and rotten eggs being stuffed into my nose creating a burned memory on my brain.

Did something die here?

I looked up at the sky as it appeared to be a blanket of stars, stitched up with patches of dark blue of nothingness. I haven't realized how long I was standing here, but the smell seemed to be getting worse.

I started to run again, not knowing where I was heading to, but as long as it was safe from people, and no longer a nuisance to Edward. I won't hurt anybody. I refuse to. But if Edward can't stop me...Who will?

I continued to run but the smell still lagered. Someone must be following me that is covered with garbage or wearing dirty clothes. Could it be one of the Volutori? (Can't spell it..Sorry) No I don't think they would smell like this in their life. who could it be..I gasped remembering Edward and Alice winkle their noses complaining about the smell of werewolves. Smelling disgusting--but werewolves only existed back at La Push. They couldn't exist anywhere else..could they?

I suddenly felt the urge to panic, I don't even know how to out run nor know how to fight one. Should I let go and follow my newborn instincts even though it might lead to my predictable death?

Edward, I wish you were here. I don't know what to do.

This must be the way that i will die. At least no one would be hurt by me anymore..No more sad faces, or forced killings. I pause for a second, turning myself around toward the beast, waiting for my death. The beat of the wolf's four paws vibrated against the ground, I tried to hold on to my tears by closing my eyes. I heard a rush of bushes and a deep growl in front me. Slowly opening my eyes letting the cold tears stain my cheeks, if my heart was still beating it would have stopped again.

No, i-it couldn't be.

My crescent eyes widened, gazing at the wolf as it stared right back looking almost as shocked as I was. The wolf was as huge as a horse, its' color was red-brown and the fur looked so long the ends of the hair sticked up like spikes. Its eyes dark as coal, but so full of mix emotions. Seeming like it was about to pounce on me.

"J-Jacob?" I muttered not to sure of myself, but the wolf's ears perked up, hesitating to take a step forward.

"Jacob, it's me! Bella!" I rose my hand to my chest leaning towards him.

He started to shake like a leaf while letting out a low whine and quickly running away from me.

"Wait, Jake!" I shouted at him swiftly running after him, grabbing on to his neck, wrapping my arms around it making him stop.

"Don't go..." I sobbed pressing my head against his fur. "Please don't leave..sob..I haven't seen you in months..It feels like forever though."

He sat down whining even more in a high screech. I could feel is heart beat fasten as he stayed beside me, while i leaned against a tree. The wolf continued to look upon me, eyes more gentle giving a lick against my cheek.

"Yuck, Jake!" I grumbled making him smile a bit, wiping away the slobber off.

He lay ed his head on my lap, and slowly drifted off to sleep, leaving me to crawl back in my mind of swirling thoughts.

Woot! First chapter done!

Now give me some good comments if you want me to continue this.

See you in Chapter 2!