A/N: It took me an hour to write this. It was originally just me trying to work out the pain in my own life, but I realized it fit Kingdom Hearts so very well. It's not very long. Normally I reach for about 800 words for chapters and 1000 for one shots. So don't hold that against me. I was very hard to write. If this were pen nobody would be able to read it for all the scribbles and tear stains. So just read it. I really don't care if you review for this one. Just read it, and don't judge.
I sit here staring at the sky. Watching the stars as they burn on the night sky. There is no moon tonight so it seems to me that they burn brighter. And in their joy I sit here thinking of what my perfect world would be like, a world where I could see your smile, and one where I could hold you just because I can, one where I'm not alone.
I can see the light glint off your blue eyes, and the sun slide down your brown hair. I see how your hair floats in the warm gentle wind. I can almost picture how soft it would be to run it through my fingers. To let that silkiness glide over my rough hands.
I tell a joke and you laugh, making a smile spread across your face, one that makes you even more beautiful in my eyes. I can spend my days just looking at that smile and know everything is all right in the world.
We have been friends so long, and I think that is where I made my mistake, my one fatal flaw. I didn't see my love of you starting, and when I finally saw it I didn't stop it. I let it grow for years. And when I did tell you, you left.
I scared away the light that had made me grow, made me more into myself, the light that guided me when all was dark in my life.
These tears I shed belong to you. This heart that breaks is yours as well. Hold them close to you, because I just don't want to feel them anymore.