Disclaimer: I do not own anything you recognize otherwise Bella would never have ended up with either Edward or Jacob in the end. Probably wouldn't have had a baby either but that's neither here nor there. The official rights to all characters and places is that of Stephanie Meyer and her mind as well as Summit entertainment if it's from the book or movie it is not mine if you don't recognize it it may actually belong to my creativity.

A/N: This is an M rated story, for good reason, read at your own peril. If for any reason you don't like it I personally do not care, nobody is forcing you to read it. It isn't beta'd so any and all mistakes are my own, when I finish the story I'll go back and edit the chapters.

Also unless otherwise stated the point of veiw letter system of the story is: JPOV=Jasper, PPOV=Peter, CPOV=Charlotte, BPOV=Bella. Though technically all of them will be written in third person each point of view gives a view of the specified characters thoughts and thought process.

BPOV

He didn't love her that much was certain as he left her lying on the cold forest floor all she could think of was her broken heart. She'd run after him but she knew she could never keep up so she lay there, no longer sad but numb. To everything.

Well if he doesn't want me then who the hell needs him, I will not be the damsel anymore. I'm stronger than this, I will live my life like I did before, I don't need him in my life, if he can't take a minor mishap he doesn't deserve my devotion. Bella thought to herself she got up and walked back the way she came, she found the path to her house quickly enough and went to finish the dinner she started for her father. At east there was someone that appreciated her.

JPOV

How could he have left her, a moment of weakness on my part and he left the only person on the face of the planet that could accept them for who they were, and loved them even though they could have broken at any minute. He didn't know why he cared so much about his brother leaving the human, he for the most part knew it was doomed to fail, he knew he wasn't strong enough, but he did, he cared, and he was pissed. Edward had no right to force them to leave, to take his Alice away from her best friend, Emmett away from his sister, Carlisle and Esme away from their daughter. Rose despised her choices but she still cared and at first he didn't really care one way or another but he found comfort in her calm and collected manner, and her surety of self. She knew what she wanted and she wasn't about to let anybody dissuade her.

Of course Jasper blamed himself for he whole mess but he couldn't help it, it wasn't as though Edward had been much better, he'd actually tasted Bella's blood before and he had gotten a crazed look in his eye after he tossed her into the glass. But Jasper had been around her blood before and more of it than there had been the night they left, when James was hunting her. There had been so much of it in that ballet studio and he hadn't been affected by it, he was feeding off of the emotions of the others. But her birthday party everyone but Carlisle had been affected by the bloodlust there were no other emotions to feed off of noting running rampant and he fed off of that. He couldn't just turn his power off he could barely tune it out at the best of times.

That's why he left, he decided to go off on his own, him and Alice had split her company was fine while it lasted but, they weren't really meant to be together forever he'd known that from the beginning, they both had. And it was time for him to find somewhere for himself, he would continue along the path the Cullen's had introduced to him, but it was time for him to move on with his life, he would always be a part of their family but every bird must eventually fly the nest and live on their own.

Normal POV

And that's how this story started, Bella was now living in Texas, going to school and bartending at a local bar, the neon was her life, for now at least.

A/N: Anyway if you like so far or even if you don't please leave a review thank you very much!

Love,

The Broken