*Disclaimer: A/N I don't own any of the characters they all belong to Stephenie Meyer, I don't intend to infringe anything here I'm just borrowing them for fun.

This is my first one shot story..Enjoy!

Bella's POV

What was I doing,why was I driving to see him. I know this will probably be the last time I see him for a long time so I just had to get over there to see him. I just never

understood the power he had over me,the way he made me feel. I even made sure I chose the right clothes,it took me an hour to figure it out and I ended up in a t-shirt

skinny jeans and my knee high black boots.

I seen the road coming up and slowed down to turn,as I turned I seen his shiny black car in the driveway. Every time he visited his family he had a nice car to drive,always

a sporty rental. I pulled up behind the car and parked it. I sat in my truck for a few seconds and took a deep breath then got out and walked to the house. He was waiting

for me in the doorway. We looked at each other and I walked in following him to the kitchen,he turned,we both said hi and hugged his hug was extra tight on me and I

placed my hand on the back of his neck feeling his hair and closing my eyes to take it all in. After what felt like forever we released our hug and held

hands.

"Jasper...I've really missed you"...I squeezed his hand tighter,then looked in the other room to see his family was sitting shouldn't have felt as weird as it did because I've known them all for years.

"They aren't staying,they have dinner reservations somewhere"...realizing what he said and knowing we would be alone in a few minutes I felt butterflies in my stomach,I almost felt sick.

"Your not going too?"

"No I told them I had a friend coming over to see me before I had to go back home tomorrow"...I didn't want to hear him say he was going home,it just meant me feeling empty and alone again after this day was over.

"So Jazzy How are you these days? I've missed you"...I could feel the heat in my cheeks as I talked to him and looked down.

"God Bella I've missed you too,and I really missed that too"

"Missed what?"...I looked up at him a little confused at what he meant.

"The way you blush,It's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen"...I felt the heat again,this time it was accompanied with my fast fluttering heartbeat and those crazy

butterflies in my stomach. I saw everyone was leaving to go out to eat and thoughts of being alone with Jasper made me almost sick but excited too. I watched as they all

left and his one cousin was grinning at him and laughing. I thought what the hell,is that all men think about.

"Now what do you want to do Jazz?"...holy shit what was I saying,I just basically invited him to say have sex,which really wouldn't be that terrible..ahhh what the hell am I thinking.

"Well we could just hang out,are you hungry? I have some left over chinese in the fridge."...I sat down at the kitchen table and thought about the chinese food.

"Um..No thanks I'm not really hungry"

"okay that's cool,I'm gonna go upstairs do you want to come,my sister might have some good music we can listen to or a movie to watch"

"yeah I would love to go up and find some music and maybe just catch up"...I watched as he walked away and I got up to follow him,He got to the stairway and blocked

it,I just smiled and looked at him. Suddenly he pushed me against the wall and his lips were on mine,I closed my eyes and felt dizzy,I tasted the sweetness on his tongue

like it was pure sugar. He released the kiss almost as fast as he gave it to me. I was still feeling dizzy from it and slightly fell. Jasper just laughed and asked me if I was

okay. I stood up strait and said I was fine. I walked up the stairs with him and he showed me his sisters room. it was a typical teen girls room. I walked in

and saw the tv with stacks of dvd's. I looked through them but really could care less. I felt Jaspers arms grab me from behind I turned around and looked into his deep

green eyes. I dropped the dvd in my hand and placed it in his hair. Again our lips were together, I felt his tongue going deep into my mouth, I was walking backwards and

realized he was pushing me towards the bed. we fell on to the bed together and I wrapped my legs around his waist as we passionately kissed more and more. Jasper

rolled off of me and was lying there with his shirt half buttoned,I moved his shirt up to expose his abs.I slowly kissed and caressed him touching every inch of him like I

needed to store it my memory for later.

"I'm going to miss you so much when you leave tomorrow"

"I'll be back again"...I reached my hand up and around to his side then sat up and threw my leg over his waist to straddle him.I was looking down on him.

"Well I could just sit on you and never let you go again"...I laughed and leaned down peppering his face with kisses.

"I wish I could stay but I have work and I have to be there"

"I know,and I'm gonna miss you so much"...

Jasper was so sweet but so aggressive sometimes,he flipped me off of him and was back on top of me this time, he kissed me so hard I felt the rough stubble on his face

and didn't care,I needed him so bad. I again wrapped my legs around him,I felt his hand up my shirt. I had my arms around his neck and he lifted me up so now I was

sitting on the bed with my legs around his waist still. His hand slid to my back and undid my bra,I let go of him and he took my shirt off,I threw my bra off and he kissed

down my chest to my breasts feeling them and kissing them,sucking on each one greedily.

I fell back on the bed and he went for the button on my jeans,I quickly kicked my boots off and sat up again to take his shirt off him,I ran my hands all over his abs and his back kissing him all over. Our breathing was so heavy,barely any

words were said,we knew we wanted each other and needed each other. I grabbed his jeans and unbuttoned them seeing his boxers. I bit my lip and moaned,I love

boxers on him,but I loved them even more off of him.

He quickly tore my jeans off off me as I was pulling and tugging at his jeans still,he took my hands and pushed me down and pinned my hands above me, he then

proceeded to kiss my lips and slowly moved down to my breasts then my stomach,stopping at my waist he took my panties in his teeth and slowly took them off of me.

Jasper then finished taking off his jeans and boxers,climbing back on the bed he ran his hands up my thighs,then up my sides,moving in and lying on top of me,my legs

were wrapped around him in an instant. His hardness was pushing into me as he kissed me harder,I felt my self getting wet the more harder he was pushing and kissing me.

"I need you...please"

"Oh yes Ma'am"...He said with that sexy soft southern voice as he entered me,I leaned my head up slightly to kiss him. Quickly and aggressively he kissed me again as he thrusted into me over and over.

I released the kiss and let out a loud moan,as soon as I did that his mouth was on mine again muffling my moans.

Jasper placed his arms around me,flipping me over so I was now on top of him. I sat up on him and felt his hard cock go deeper into me,I slowly started to ride him placing

my hands on his abs for stability,he grabbed my hips and squeezed hard,I felt the pain but it was good. I let out a deep moan and was saying his name. I felt my self

coming undone,pleasure running through me like never before. He seen this and gripped a handful of my hair in his hand and pulled me down onto his mouth, his other

hand squeezing very hard onto my ass,I let out a small scream that was the pain and pleasure I was feeling.

"You like that darlin?"...Of course I liked what ever he wanted to do to me.

"Oh yea,give me more"

"You asked for it"...He then took his hand and smacked my ass hard,It hurt but it was amazing at the same time,I felt so much pleasure from it and just needed more.

"Please more"...I said breathlessly,I leaned down and bit his lip as I kept riding him hard. again he smacked my ass hard. The amazing pleasure I got from this was almost overwhelming.

"Bella,I'm gonna cum"...I kept going and felt myself come undone as he squeezed me hard to him,I let out another scream as he grabbed my hips and pushed down hard and then let go.

I fell on top of him with no more energy left,my cheek pressed against his chest.

"I love you"... I whispered,he said nothing back to me so I then got up and found my clothes,getting dressed as he did the same. I then sat back on the bed for a minute. Jasper came over and sat next to me.

"I love you too Bella,but you know this will never work I have to go back"

"I know you do,I just wish there was a way for us to be together"

"I'll be back again soon I'll be back for Christmas"

"I know,and I look forward to it"...Just then we heard someone come in the house.I looked at him and said goodbye. We hugged again very tight and kissed once more. I walked downstairs and out to my truck. I heard

my phone chime and grabbed it." I will always love you Miss Bella Swan-Jasper"

TO BE CONTINUED :)