Leave Me Alone
Prologue
Summer is nearly over with. It wasn't much of a summer for me though. After Dumbledore died I decided to just go back to the apartment I usually stay at when school is out.
I didn't want to return to Hogwarts because I believed it would bring to much pain, considering everything that had happened last year. Dumbledore died and I believe I could have prevented it. I had suspicions that something was going on but I put it all behind me. I did nothing about it because I was in love. I had fallen in love with someone who was once my bully. Someone who was my enemy, but last year he brought out a whole new me. He brought out emotions I was told never to feel. He made me feel happy for once in my boring, depressed life. I was such a fool though!
He was working for Voldemort all along though. When I finally understood everything I felt betrayed. I mean, I gave my virginity to him. The one thing that I truly believed made me pure, I gave away to him. I trusted him.
I honestly don't want to return to school but I received a letter one day commanding that I attend school. It was all under the command of the new headmaster, Professor Severus Snape! It wasn't that much of a surprise to me considering the fact that Voldemort had taken over the Ministry of Magic and the fact that Snape was his right hand man, but I was being forced to go to school. I don't want to go but what else am I to do? I most certainly refuse to hide during this war but I don't believe I can fight in it either. What good am I for anyway? I'm nothing but used and damaged goods. Still even if I'm not going to participate in this war, I will defend what I believe in while I'm at Hogwarts and stand tall. Students there may not want my assistance but I will do what I can to help them out in some way.
But that would mean having to see him again. Still, I must be strong. I must keep my head high because if Harry and my mom could still be strong after all they had been through then I could too. Even if it means having to see Draco Malfoy again.
Ok peoplez this is the start of the sequel to "Stand Up, Speak Up, and Breathe". To tell u guys the truth, I've been kinda out of it so if the story doesn't make sense to u let me know in reviews and I'll answer them or maybe if I'm not lazy I'll go back and try to fix it so everyone can understand, ok! Because what may make sense to me may not to u, so help me help u. Hope u guys enjoy and don't forget to review!