I would have Loved you back

by midnight0113

This is a poem for my adored Sirius Black. For if he loved me, I would have loved him back. Please read and review.

I would have loved you back

There you stood with jet-black hair,

Blowing in the autumn wind,

With not a moment that you can lend.

And there I stood,

Next to you,

Hoping to catch your glance,

And you gave me not one chance.

I know so many girls there were,

And to you I was just not her.

For when you did ever look this way,

That look was just the same as any day.

Your blue-grey eyes shone in the light,

Shining with golden bright.

And then there was your charming grin,

Shown to any girl and you'll win.

But that was not the look I got,

No matter however hard I fought.

Your look to me was just not the same,

A look that only said my name.

A grin that only acknowledged me,

Knowing when and where I'll ever be,

A grin that only said hello,

A grin that didn't make me flow.

But it was that grin that made me stay,

And made me think there was some way,

That you thought I was just not the same,

That you thought I was not another game.

And again and again, I've been proven wrong,

And now that you've finally gone.

I say to myself, with regretful lies,

I've given you many many tries,

Because to me, my Sirius Black,

If you loved me,

I would have loved you back.