~HATRED TO LUST~
Chapter 1
Well, hello.
I am um. . . We will say my name is Sapphire.
This is my first yaoi and yaoi lemon. . . And it will probably be terrible.
Ereri and Riren. Mostly Levi on top ,';)
Oke bai enjoy.
Eren's POV
Eren sat up and breathed heavily. It had been the third nightmare that week. He didn't even know what they were all about. He would forget about them as soon as he woke up, despite trying his hardest to remember. "Not again. . ." He sighed and shuffled out of this bed with a yawn. After, he dressed into his Survey Corps uniform and walked slowly- nearly zombie like- to the door. He opened it just to find others from his squad staring at him. "Uh- Hey." He stammered, his voice shaky from drowsiness.
"You okay Jaeger?" Reiner asked.
"Yeah. . ." Eren answered, "Just a weird dream- nothing to worry about."
Erwin nodded sympathetically, "I'm sure a good breakfast will clear your head, you should get downstairs before everything is gone. The food still is rationed you know?"
He nodded, "I was just about to go do that. . ." The boy began to walk down the stairs, not paying attention as the others looked at him in confusion.
"Eren."
He heard a calm voice behind him and jumped, but he soon realised it was just his adopted sister and best friend, Mikasa. "Oh - Uh - Hey, Mikasa." He mumbled, looking down in embarrassment from being scared so easily. He was just so off guard that day.
"What happened?" She asked. She was a bit confused - Eren was never that jumpy. Sure, he could be shy, but never around her. The young girl suddenly brightened up. 'Maybe he is starting to like me!' She thought with hope.
Eren stood back at the look in Mikasa's eyes. He rubbed the back of his neck uncomfortably as he looked at the ground. "Nothing. As I've said it before, just a weird dream."
She shrugged, a small smile on her face. But she didn't say more, she just stayed silent as they walked down the stairs and into the large crowded dining area.
"Eren, Mikasa!"
Eren looked up slightly at the slightly high pitched voice of Armin, his other best friend. He must have looked blank, as Armin continued by asking;
"Another dream?"
He hesitated before nodding. "Yeah." No point being shy, when he was around Armin he felt as if he could do anything and not be - well - weird. It was sort of different around Mikasa. She was technically not his sister, and she was nearly an adult female. Plus - His hormones were raging Therefore, he didn't really have a reason to be awkward around Armin. He was straight after all. Right? They all sat down, and Eren stared around the room as he thought about it.
"I suppose I'll be getting your food then?" Mikasa sighed impatiently, bringing Eren out of his thoughts.
He looked up and nodded weakly before looking back down and placing his head harshly on the table. He groaned in what he thought was a quiet groan of pain, but it turned out to be a lot louder than he thought.
"Jaeger."
He heard the corporal calling him, and ignored it. Not in a rude way - but he was too caught up in his own thoughts to answer.
"Jaeger!"
He sighed and looked up to find corporal Levi standing over him, his brow furrowed in anger.
"If you can't be quiet then get to your room Jaeger!" The smaller man snapped.
Eren stood up so shakily, he nearly toppled over Levi but he was just about able to grab onto him and stay upright. For some reason though, he felt something spring up in his trousers. 'Freaking hormones!' He thought as he hurried out of the room with a barely audible 'Sorry'.
"Good!" He heard the corporal call as he rushed out, "You are acting nearly f*cking drunk!"
The boy rushed through the hallways, his obvious boner growing by the second. Despite the worried calls from his friends, he speeded into his room and slammed the door with a groan. The pain in his member was hard to endure. Agony, would be one of the ways to put it. As he opened his trousers and began to masturbate slowly to ease himself, he thought about how he had gotten the boner. He knew he wasn't gay. Sure. . . He was still a virgin. But he had only ever gotten excited over girls, once even Christa if he was to be brutally honest. As he got off his edge though, the image of Levi popped into his head. He shook his head but he just let it stay there in the end up as he released onto his hand and the bed.
"Eren?"
He heard a voice and froze. He was so frozen in terror he found it impossible to put his member away, never mind clean the mess from around him.
"Eren? I came to check that you were okay -"
'Sh*t. . .'
Levi opened the door and walked into the room. His eyes quickly went over Eren's . . . Mess, and went to his eyes. A small amount of blush appeared on his cheeks and he tried to hide it by narrowing his eyes. "What do you think that you are doing Jaeger!" He barked, despite how obvious it was. I mean - at this point Eren had no shirt on, his hair was ruffled, his member was out, and he, and the surrounding area, was covered in a sticky layer.
Eren blushed furiously, and he felt the rest of him heat up. "I-" He cut off when he noticed a large budge in Levi's trousers, and he felt the place he dreaded most heat up and press against his hand. He noticed how Levi was slightly drawn to it for a second, and took the chance to glance at his. How big was it? Six inches? Maybe more? He didn't have a chance to think about it because Levi was growling at him again,
"You sick b*stard!" He spat.
He quickly covered the rest of him with his dirty duvet. "How can I help it when yours is sitting there looking at me!" He retorted. Levi turned and walked out without saying anything, but he knew he had hit something in him, though he didn't know what. He lay back on his bed when Levi slammed the door, and found that he was breathing extremely deeply. "Oh god. . ." He whispered. "Oh f*cking god."
Well. That was my first chapter of my first yaoi, I do hope you liked it! It may not be that great as I haven't written in a long while, but I will be writing a lot more from now on. I might even be doing a joint Yuri (bleh) story with my friend on watt pad! Tell me if there is anything I could fix, I would appreciate it as long as it is constructive criticism.
Peace :3
~Sapphire, aka TotallyYaoi