"Hey, you." Riley said as he approached me, brown hair, grey eyes, awesome body what else could anyone want? That made me feel I don't know kind of sad because I was single but glad because my past relationships absolute disasters!

"Hey yourself!" I didn't mean to sound so sad and negative but it just came out that way

"What's wrong babe?"

"Babe? What girl has gone and made you all happy?"

"I'm looking at her."

"Right well what marvelous thing have I done now?"

"Nothing,… yet." This caught my attention

"Really, well what am I going to do?"

"Be my girlfriend?" he said it in the cutest way possible but all I could do was laugh

"Are you kidding me" I scoffed

"No! Why would I be?" he sounded kind of hurt, why was I being so reluctant isn't this what I wanted?

"Do you remember last time, no thanks?"

"It'll be different I swear! We can even keep it a secret until we're positive!" Great secret, I really just want to shout it from the rooftop but I better not in case he hurts me and everyone finds out how I'm a magnet for guys with "issues".

I sighed, "fine, BUT one major problem and I'm gone!"

"Okay, easy." He said happily again

One Month Later

I had decided to go to Riley's house we were still going out and no one knew, yet.

"Hey Ri, I hope you don't mind I stopped by. Your mum let me in. Oh my god!" As I walked into Riley's room I was shocked by Jacqui sitting on top of him with only a bra and underwear on grinding on top of him.

"Jess! What are you doing here?"

"I came to see you, but I guess you're busy." AGAIN, I get a lousy boyfriend AGAIN, at least this time no one else knew about it. I turned and began to walk out, I was disgusted.

"No Jess, wait let me explain."

"No thanks; I was shown a diagram once I know how it works."

"Hi Jess" Jacqui said awkwardly, right no one knows we were going out and she is probably confused

"Hi Jacqui." I tried to sound nice, it was hard.

"Jacq, can you go?" Riley had lost all kindness from his voice and with that she put her clothes on got up and as she walked past winked at me and shoved her tongue in his mouth, I felt like gagging, and she walked off

"WHAT THE FUCK RILEY!! So much for me being your girlfriend, we are DONE!"

"WHAT? Because of two kisses?"

"Oh my god, open your eyes she was in her bra and underwear, grinding, on top of you!" I was screaming at him with all I had now, any longer and I'd breakdown right in front of him crap I have to get out of here!

"It meant nothing; you're the one I want."

"Really then how come she was on top of you?" Oh crap you could hear my voice break; he had to know I was near tears.

"It was a weak moment; that's all, come on baby one more shot please?"

"No!"

"Please?" he sounded so cute, ugh asshole why must he do that he knows I can't resist

"Whatever."

"Yes." He shouted as he pounded the air "Thank you babe." He tried to kiss me but he smelt like her, I pulled away and ran out of the house and straight home.

All the way home all I could think about was what if I had gotten there ten minutes later? Would they have been having sex? That was enough to make me feel sick, I sprinted the remaining distance home and ran straight into the bathroom, the moment I was in the bathroom I threw up. One more try and that's it! If one thing goes wrong it's over I promised myself and no one will ever know it happened and for the first time in a month I was happy at the fact our relationship was a secret.