I hate I wish

by Snag42

A Narusasu...sasunaru poem. Its pretty random, just a poem in Naruto's perspective and one in Sasuke's perspective. Its just what I think Naruto's and Sasuke's deepest thoughts are, ones that they don't let anyone see, the ones they don't want to admit even to themselves. I don't even know if you would consider it a poem. try it out if you wanna...

Naruto's poem:

I hate that I love you

Do you think that I want this?

Because I don't

I don't want to love you

I don't like feeling worry when you do something dangerous

I don't like seeing other people notice how beautiful you are

I don't like feeling sad when you ignore me, when I don't see you, when you don't tell me something

I don't like acting like I don't care

I don't like seeing you in pain

I don't like knowing that you don't love me back

I don't like how out of reach you are

I don't like not being able to touch you

I don't like knowing how insignificant I am to you

I hate that I love you

Really its more trouble than it's worth

I don't even think you are worth it

I should stop

I should give up

I should not care

I should forget

I should move on

I should love someone else

I should forget about you

But I can't

I hate that I love you

I hate it

I hate that you don't love me back

But most of all I hate that I can't tell you how much I love you

And I probably never will

I hate you

I hate you

No, actually I love you

I LOVE YOU

I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU

Sasuke's poem:

I wish it wasn't like this

I wish that it didn't happen

But it did, it was inevitable

I wish I wasn't like this

I wish we weren't like this

It didn't use to be like this

I wish I had you

I wish you were mine

I wish my head would clear out

I wish I could think like you

I wish I could hope like you

I wish I could smile like you

I wish I had you

My mind is foggy

My morals are no longer there

My thoughts are jumbled

The only thing that is still clear to me is you

The only pure thoughts I have is of you

The thoughts aren't pure, no, not always

But you are, you are pure

I wish I was pure like you

But I'm not, I gave up trying

I should stop thinking too

I wish I could have you

I want you

I wish you could love me like I love you

I know you won't though

I wish I could tell you but I won't

It's not that I don't want to

It's that I am incapable

I have an urge to get rid of your smile, because I don't have it

I want to get rid of your happiness because I don't have it

I want to get rid of your hope because I don't have it

But I know if I did I would be sad

If you fall then I fall

That's why I have to hold on to my last bits of sanity

I need a goal, so I can keep on living

That's why I must act

That why I must pretend

I wish that you were mine

I want you

I want to hold you I want to touch you I want to love you

But I can't

And I never will