Shadows
fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that
we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And
make it to the dawn?
Change
the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel
alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never
died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.
It has been a year since we broke up. It has been a year since my heart never stopped bleeding. It has been a year since my life changed into something worse and maybe come to the worst. That's right; I Athrun Zala, up to now never really got over Cagalli Yula Attha.
'Can I ever bring back what has been thrown?' I thought as I stare at the necklace Cagalli once gave me.
It's really hard to forget something that you're not supposed to. Something that could never die, and that's love. The love I had for Cagalli. I
I don't know what's happening to me. Everything just seems to confuse me. What should I do? What should I say? I'm so confused and yet I have the guts to hope that she'll ever love me again. But I have to try!
What
about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that
I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if
it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too
late,
What about now?
The sun
is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart
can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into
the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.
Now
that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold
on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For
all my life,
I am yours.
My hand is trembling. I never felt this nervous before. But like I said a while ago, I have to try! So as I start to type new hope sprung in my doubt covered heart.
TO CAGALLI:
Cagalli, I know it has been a year since we last talked but I want to tell you that I still love you. Yes I know that I should've said this to you before but I'm scared. Scared that you might reject me. Please accept me Cagalli. I have my own faults but you also have yours. Please don't forget about what we once had. It was my fault on leaving you but you also tried to marry him which made me sad. Cagalli, you belong to me. And I belong to you. You apologized to me before but I rejected you which I know made you upset. Please forgive me. Cagalli, you complete me and my days. I feel worthless without you and my days are incomplete when you're gone. The year we wasted can still be regained and it can only happen with you by my side. Cagalli, please forgive me. Please don't let another year come to waste. You mean everything to me and if only I could turn time back I would if only to hold you once again in my arms. I'm sorry and I hope you forgive me. I love you Cagalli.
--Athrun.
The letter was longer than I expected. I sent it through e-mail and hoped that she'll read it. I hope she replies and that we could be happy once again.
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--Angelstar.