AN: I DON'T OWN KHR, OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS.

You might not like it, but I'm changing Gokudera's personality for this story big time. He wont be so outgoing and loud, He will be very quiet, timid, and in some cases scared. He'll also be very sad at some parts.

Ps: There isn't sex in this chapter. Sorry. PLEASE DON'T KILL ME. There will be smut in chapter FOUR, however. Reviews make me type faster!

"Tehe" - Speech

Tehe - Regular text

'Tehe' - Thoughts

Tehe - Dreams/Memories

"Tehe" - Speech in Dreams/Memories

'Tehe' - Thoughts in Dreams/Memories

"No." Tsuna says, shattering his heart.

He waited and prepared for asking out Tsuna for months now. He really loves Juudiame.

"I love Hibari." He says, knowing that he's ripping him to shreads.

That's when he feels sick, and runs away, throwing up in the nearest bathroom toilet.

'How does he love Hibari, but not me?' he thinks to himself.

'Aren't I enough?'

'Can't I be the one, only one he loves?'

He wipes the puke off his mouth , and turns around, seeing a very worried looking Yamamoto.

"G-Gokudera! What happened?" He hugs him, "Are you sick?"

'He feels so warm...' he thinks, 'Its like he's a human blanket.'

"Gokudera, answer me." he calmly says, hugging him tighter.

"I-I don't think so..." he says, feeling a little limp.

"What happened?"

"Nothing..." he says, trying to get up, only to slump over the toilet again and throw up, even harder this time.

He gets behind Gokudera, and holds his hair back.

"I'm going to call a doctor." he says, really worried, "You look like you're dieting

"Don't." he says quickly, demandingly. "I'm not sick."

"But you just puked twice..."

"It's nothing, I swear."

"Tell me now. What is wrong?" Yamamoto gives him a towel, and carries him to his room, laying him on his bed.

He stays quiet for a while.

"Yamamoto..."

"What?"

"My mouth tastes bad. Will you give me some water?"

He gives Gokudera a gentle smile, and hands him a glass of water. He holds it with both hands, and take a really big drink.

"Now, please. Tell me what's wrong."

He sits the glass down. "Tsuna..." he cuddles up to his chest, starting to cry a little. "He... rejected me. He loves Hibari."

He shivers and cry harder.

"Don't worry, Gokudera. You don't need him in your life like that. You'll find someone someday."

"I g-guess..." he sniffles, as the tears stop falling.

"You can't be so hurt over one guy..."

"I love Juudiame... How can he manage to hurt me so much..?"

"Maybe you're just not ment to be with him."

"Maybe... I hope I find someone soon, so this bad feeling goes away." He puts his hand on his chest, saying that it burns there.

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Yamamoto POV:

'You have no clue, Gokudera. I'm right here. Why cant you notice my love?' I think to myself while running my fingers threw his hair.

"It's very hot in here, you know..." he says "I don't like it." He turns on a fan, and takes off his jacket and pants. He sighs. "That's better..." He gets back in his place, on my lap.

We stay like this for a while.

"Yamamoto?" I hear him ask.

"Yes?" I answer.

"Are you gay, too?" My heart drops. I've never really even thought about that. I've always been attracted to some girls, but never many. Gokudera's the first guy I've actually liked... I think.

"I think so."

I feel Gokudera smiles against my chest, which makes me smile.

"Then who do you like?" he asks.

"I really don't know." LIES. That was a complete lie. I know who I like. And he's in my arms.

"Is it Bel? Ryohei? Mukuro?" he asks.

"I told you, I don't know." I'm smiling on the inside as he looks up at me with a cute, innocent but still sort of sad look on his face.

"Why are you so upset?" I ask, putting my hand on his cheek.

Automatically, he got the sad look off of his face.

"Wh-what are you talking about?" he forced a smile, "I'm not sad."

I hugs him tightly and he nuzzles his cheek into my chest again.

"I love you." accidentally slips out.

He blushes, and says "Wh-what?"

"U-uh It's just song lyrics. I can't get that stupid song out of my head." I smile, again, lying.

"Oh. Well, can I sleep here tonight? I really don't feel like walking back to my room."

"Sure." He pushes me back, and lays ontop of me.

"Thank you, Takashi..." he starts to doze off as he cuddles up to me.

"I love you..." I say as I run my fingers threw his hair when he's finally asleep.

-'・*:.。. .。.:*・゜゜・*~Next Morning~'・*:.。. .。.:*・゜゜・*-

Gokudera is still asleep, and it's nine thirty in the morning. He fell asleep at nine last night. He might really be sick...

I really hope not.

I don't want my little Gokudera sick.

Especially with the fact that he would refuse to go to the doctor's. He says he doesn't ever need to go. I say diferent. But, they probably would freak out if they found out that Gokudera was basically a human bomb. They'd probably take him to a lab and do all kinda of tests to him.

They might even end up even killing him. Even if it would be an accident.

And if they killed my Gokudera, I'd be going on a killing spree.

A very gruesome, bloody, gore-y killing spree.

Okay. Maybe not like that... But I will kill the person responsible.

Gokudera starts to move around. His eyes starts to blink open.

"Y-Yama... YAMAMOTO?" He blushes and jumps up. "I shouldn't be here... I need to leave." He grabs his jacket and pants, and starts to head for the door. I grab his hand.

"You don't have to leave, yet. I want you to stay."

"But I can't... It isn't right."

"We can make lov-"

"WHAT?" Gokudera yelled.

"I was going to say we can make lovely tasting tea. Stop worrying so much. It's bad for you."

I hug him close, and all of a sudden, the door swings open.

AN: Oooo. Cliffy! Reviews make me really happy, and also push the chapters out faster. Remember, chapter 4 = Smutty yaoi!