Hello guys, i wanted to write another story and this is what i got :) You know i love drama so don't expect it to be unicorns and rainbows.
Warning: This story will contain-Rape, Cutting and sad things! (Sorry ok i'm aware i have issues)
This is before Jade and Beck got back together, in other words they are still broken up! :( But this is still a Bade story! :)
"Hey Jade" Cat exclaimed happily and Jade just looked at her and then back at her locker "Hey Jade!" Cat said louder.
"I heard you the first time" Jade answered annoyed.
"What are you gonna do tomorrow night?" Cat asked curiously and Jade sighed annoyed.
"I don't know, Cat I might stay in home and watch a movie or something and no I don't wanna do whatever you wanna do tomorrow night" Jade informed and walked away, Beck was standing by his locker but Jade ignored him, she just kept walking.
"What did Jade say?" Tori asked Cat curiously
"She won't come to the sleepover" Cat informed disappointedly.
"Uh Cat don't feel bad, we tried" Tori hugged her nicely.
"Why is Cat upset?" Beck randomly asked
"Because she wanted Jade to come to our sleepover tomorrow night but Jade said no" Tori informed
"What did you expect? It's Jade" Beck exclaimed in an 'obviously' tone and Tori half nodded.
"But I wanted her to have fun and to be happy, she barely ever smiles" Cat said sadly
"Jade hates being happy" Beck commented and Cat sighed sadly after they went to class where Jade was already waiting, she was a little angrier than the usual but nobody was really caring.
Sikowitz started giving his class and after he asked Jade and Beck to come on stage "Ok, Jade you're gonna be the boyfriend and Beck you'll be the jealous girlfriend but in your normal voices, I just want the emotions" he ordered and they nodded.
"What are you looking at? You like her better than you like me right?" Beck exclaimed upset
"No, I wasn't looking at anything" Jade answered calmly
"Oh yes, you were don't even try to deny it" Beck shouted back and Jade rolled her eyes.
"Well, maybe I wouldn't have to look away if we could actually have a conversation" Jade exclaimed
"Oh are you trying to say I'm a bad girlfriend?" Beck asked
"No I'm just saying we should be able to sit together and have a normal conversation without you yelling at me for not looking at your face 2 seconds" Jade commented
"So I'm ugly?" Beck asked and Jade took a deep breath.
"I never said so, you just don't understand anything you freak out over the smallest things and it just gets me tired" Jade said still in character and Beck kept quiet for a few seconds.
"I got tired too" Beck simply said and walked off of stage leaving Jade alone, she wanted to start crying so badly she still loved Beck gosh she loved him more than herself but he apparently didn't love her back; Jade was a great actress so she just glared at Beck madly and got off stage too.
"Ok that was good and awkward…." Sikowitz exclaimed lowly "let's keep in the class" he kept giving his class and after it they all went home, Jade cried all the way back home in her car she didn't even know how she made it there because the tears wouldn't let her see.
"Jadelyn, we need to talk" Mr. West exclaimed, Jade had already wiped all the tears away by that moment.
"What do you want?" Jade simply asked, she only wanted to lock herself in her room and make the pain go away.
"Listen, I'm gonna go in a business trip for two months and I can't leave you here alone so you have to stay with your mother" he informed and Jade's eyes wide open.
"What? No, I can stay here" Jade exclaimed
"No, Jade I don't trust you my house" her dad commented and Jade rolled her eyes "I already told your mom and she is happy to have you back"
"I don't wanna go back with my mom please dad" Jade literally begged him; she really didn't want to go back with her mom.
"I'm sorry, the decision is already made so you're gonna move with your mom tomorrow" he simply informed and walked away, Jade kicked the stairs and ran up them towards her room, she locked herself in it and threw her backpack away.
Jade didn't want to go back with her mom, she literally ran away when she was 14 because she was tired of everything, that house brought her too many awful memories; Jade loved her mom but living with her was horrible someone in that house had made her life a hell when she was a kid.
Nobody knew Jade had a diary but she actually did, it was something she had always been doing since she had memory, her diary was thick and long, it said everything Jade had been through since she was 8.
Jade took her diary from her backpack and started writing down what had happened to her today, she wrote about the incident with Beck and about the fact she was gonna go back to the hell she had gotten out 4 years ago.
Next day at school Tori and Cat were standing in front of Tori's locker when Jade walked up to them. "Hey, Cat I was wondering what did you wanna tell me yesterday? Sorry I was upset" Jade apologized, she wanted Cat to invite her over or something so she could stay out of her mother's home one more night
"Oh well, Cat was gonna ask you to come to our sleepover tonight" Tori said nicely
"Done, I'll be there" Jade smiled and walked away leaving Tori and Cat deeply confused.
After school when Jade arrived her father's home he was already waiting for her with a cab and her bags outside "Wow you really want me to leave" she exclaimed
"No, Jade but I'm leaving in a few minutes and I need to lock the door" he commented
"Will you take my car too or why is the cab here?" she asked
"The cab is for me, I can't take my car with me" he informed "bye Jade" he kissed her forehead coldly and got into the cab, Jade saw him getting away and sighed when he was gone; Jade got her bags in her car and drove to her mother's house while wishing she wasn't.
"Hello sweetheart, welcome back" Jade's mom was a tall, pale, slim woman, she kind of looked alike Jade but her eyes were deep brown and so was her hair.
"Hi" Jade simply said
"I'm so happy you're here in home, you belong to me, to this house I know you like living with your dad because he ignores you and you feel free but honey, the fact I care about you means I love you" her mom hugged her and Jade hugged her back but then…
"Jade, I'm so happy you're back" a man said coming downstairs, Jade stared at him emotionless and he hugged her but Jade broke the hug immediately "Your mom and I really missed you" he commented
"Oh well, I'm back but only for two months so don't get used to me being in this place" Jade commented looking at the house "it's changed a lot since the last time I was here"
"Yes but your room is exactly like when you left, I haven't changed anything" her mom said, Jade nodded and decided to go to her room so she could leave her bags there and go to Tori's house.
Maybe you already know/suspect why Jade didn't want to come back with her mom, don't you? ;) and i know, Beck is an idiot, sigh
This chapter wasn't very exciting but it'll get better (at least to me).
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