Summary: What would've happened if Lucas never told anyone about his HCM. Now Peyton has to deal with raising their six year old daughter, Kaitlyn and Haley has to deal with the loss of her best friend, while Brooke will have to find her way in the world without the famous Scott boy.

Disclaimer:I own nothing exept Kaitlyn.

Please read this story. Thanks :)

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Dear Lucas,

Hey. I was just thinking about you. Sitting here listening to my music wishing you could be here. Kaitlyn misses her father. Sometimes she asks God if she's a good girl, maybe you can come back with us. I don't want to crush the little girl's heart and tell her your not coming back. Sometimes I wish you could. Most nights I cry myself to sleep. Sometimes Kaitlyn hears me and comes over to our room and tells me she misses daddy too. She looks more like you everyday. Dirty blonde hair and Blue eyes. She loves basketball just like you. Brooke brings Kaitlyn out to your grave sometimes. Sorry I haven't visited. It's just to hard. Your mom's having a hard time. God Luke. Why did you leave us. Kaitlyn really needs you, your mom needs you, I need you. I need you to know I love you. I always will. I never let myself need anyone before, but Luke I need you. More than ever.

Peyton Sawyer

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Hey. Um this is my second story but the good thing is that I have a bunch of stories written down on paper and some of them are Peyton and Lucas and some are Brooke and Lucas. While others are Nathan and Haley. So I got all you want. If I don't have a story about a couple you like just tell me and I will have a story about them within a week or two. Depending on the couple. So just tell me if you like this story. Read and Reply!