The walls are shifting, as if I can actually see my world turning upside-down.
I can tell he's confused, but he doesn't move.
Neither do I.
Would I rather be kissing someone else?
No. I don't trust anyone else.
But Gir...?
He's just so...innocent.
And so wrong to kiss.
Yet...this doesn't feel wrong.
Shocking, and tense maybe.
But far from wrong.
I don't know how long we've been standing here, our lips pressed together.
Maybe too long, maybe not long enough.
Now he has this uncomfortable, at-war-with-himself look in his eyes.
Like he doesn't know what to do.
But then he does something really stupid.
He tilts his head up all the way, and closes his eyes.
I feel my heart start racing, and all the blood starts rushing to my face.
I suddenly feel really dizzy.
Does he even know what a kiss is?
What it means?
What does he think it means?
What does this mean?
My head is spinning too much.
I break the kiss, but he leans in as if asking for another.
His blue eyes flutter open, and he looks up at me, almost as if snapping out of a daze.
"Master?"
And just like that, his child-like innocence appears again.
He stands there for a moment, shrugs, and bounces off to watch T.V.
I stare after him, stunned, giving him a small, shy smile.
"I can't believe that was my first kiss."