***Note rating can change some point in the story. There might be some Yaoi, I havent decided yet -chuckles- Will see. Anyways I don't own Death Note: Another note, credit goes to the author to that awesome story. Just wrote this story.***

When I woke up from my coma, I had no idea how I got here to begin with. I shook my wrist lightly to hear a soft rattling noise. Handcuffs? I thought. I move my hand up to feel the cold metal pressed against my skin. It made me shudder a bit. I heard the soft footsteps of people walking around my bedside. Soon gentle hands pressed against my neck to count my heart beats.

"Getting stronger.." A voice said softly. "Can you hear me BB?" The voice asked again.

Yes.. I thought.

"If you can hear me, make a fist with your right hand.."

Which I did. I even flexed my arm to show I was responsive.

"Can you say something BB? Twitch your finger once if you can't.."

My throat felt raw from the inside and I couldn't find the strength to say anything so I just twitched my finger.

"Make sure to change the IV and too change the bandages again. The dead tissue is healing up nicely..BB do you remember where you are? Twitch your finger once for yes twice for no."

I twitch my finger twice for no.

"What do you remember BB?"

I don't know! All I know is I'm in a lot of pain! Gah! My throat burns! Please give me some water of something..

"Well detective I don't know what to tell you. He doesn't seem to remember anything. It could be due to the injury he suffered.."

Impossible! How can he forget three murders he committed with his own hands! A female voice shouted!

Murders?! I could hear the heart monitors beeping starting to increase just as my heart felt like it was going to come out of my chest.

Okay Miss. Misora! That's enough! Your upsetting the patient, so I need to ask you to leave.

Fine. But I will be back. She said as her footsteps grew quiet when she left the room.

A few days passed and I barely started to gain my eyesight back to the point where I could look at everybody who was at my bedside. But I still had trouble using my voice. So I had to rely on blinking and the tapping of my fingers. Again the woman who's last name I only knew..Misora came back again grilling me with more questions I couldn't answer, even if I wanted too..

"I must say Beyond you are one skilled actor. You might have the doctors fooled but I see through your clever rouge!" She said angrily and banged her fist on the drawer beside me.

Clever rouge?! I don't have anymore fooled! I thought angrily and blinked my eyes repeatedly to show my frustration.

"Getting mad BB?" She smirked and leaned close to me. "I'm going to nail your ass to the wall BB! No jury will see through your act!" She spat.

Ahh! If only could talk! I thought angrily.

"Miss. Misora! If I have too keep telling you again to not upset the patient I will NOT allow you back here again!"

She stepped back and smirked a bit. "Of course. Keep us notified in his progress will you." With that she left my room again.

I have too thank that doctor for coming in on perfect times..

When the IV's started to come out I had a hard time gaining my strength to do anything on my own so I had one of the nurse who's name I keep forgetting..but she seemed like a nice lady..

As she helped me back into my bed she handed me a cup of ice water which I slowly took and brought to my lips.

"You should be able to regain your voice." She said softly and look at me. "And your skin tone is coming back nicely." She said and brought the blanket to my waist. "On a scale from 1 to 10 how would you rate your pain?"

I struggled to sit up a bit and took another sip. "A five.." I said in a rough raspy voice.

"Alright. I'll make I tell the doctor to give you an extra painkiller before you go to bed."

I nodded slowly and laid back down. "H..how long have I been here..?"

"Almost a two months. But you've been in a coma for most of last month. It wasn't until the beginning of this month have you been started to be more aware of your surroundings."

I nodded slowly. I watched her walk to the side of my bed to pick up my chart. As she looked over it her eyes slowly went back to me. "It says you tried to burn yourself alive..but they save you in time..why did you do it?"

I tried to burn myself? I thought and looked back at her. "I really don't remember much.."

"What do you remember?"

"I was in a hotel room then I woke up here. When I try to remember it gets blurry." I sighted and placed the cup of water beside me. As I looked at her I gently laid my hand over my left eye. Something felt missing.. I couldn't put my finger on it. Just when I look at her I feel like I expect something to be there. But what could it be?! I sighted more in frustration and dropped my hand from my face.

"Don't stress too much." She smiled and put back my chart. "You'll remember eventually." She said and turned to go.

"Hey! Wait! I don't even know your name!" I called before she stepped out of my room.

"Isabel." She smiled still and left.

Isabel.. I thought and laid back.

Three days later, Midnight...

Tap! Tap! Tap!

I rolled on my side and opened my eyes a bit to see the flash of lighting come down. I gripped the sheets nervously and sat up quickly. I've never been scared of lighting...but now I felt some kind fear pierce my heart. I quickly scrambled out of my bed and walked into the hall panting softly. I felt a bit of dizziness come over me as I closed my eyes a bit. When I reopened my eyes the hospital hallway changed from pale white tiles to a rich brown mahogany floor.

"No way.." I muttered and walked forward slowly. I noticed my hospital gown was replaced with a long black sleeved shirt and faded blue jeans. I started shuddering uncontrollably as I walked the lightning outside rumbled louder. "I'm going crazy.."

Soon there was a door in front of me. But somewhere deep inside me I didn't want too open it.. I was too scared to see what I would find inside.. It can't be Wammy's house.. I'm just having an episode?! D..don't go in there! Don't! I thought to myself; my hand on the door knob turning it slightly. I threw the door open and my eyes grew wide.

There was another hit of lighting as I walked inside slowly to see a dark figure two feet off the air. I gulped slowly and came closer as another flash of lighting happened acting as a light for me to see. I screamed in horror too see that it was A! A hung himself! "A! Why!?" I cried as I reached forward to touch his leg lightly but stumbled backwards. The rain outside seemed to grow harder as I scrambled to my feet and ran.

I ran from the room in complete horror just to run into someone else. I screamed again and scrambled backwards. By this time I was sobbing uncontrollably. "A's dead! He's dead!" I cried loudly and felt gently hands cup my face.

"BB open your eyes." Said a soft voice.

My eyes are closed? I thought and opened my eyes slightly to see Isabel's heart shaped face. God how relieved I feel right now too see her chocolate brown eyes right now! "H..how did y..ou find me?" I stuttered a bit.

"I went to go check on you and you weren't there. Then I and some of the doctors heard you screaming. They wanted to give you a sedative because you wouldn't answer when they called you're name. When you ran past us; you kept murmuring 'A. He's dead.' So I convinced them that I could get you under control." She said and wiped the tears from my eyes with her thumb.

I nodded a bit and gulped slowly. I must of sounded insane.. But seeing A felt so real.. I thought to myself.

"Here. Lets get you off the floor and back into bed." She said and helped me up slowly; walking me back to my room.

I laid back down and breathed deeply trying to calm myself down. Isabel pulled the blankets up my shoulders and gave me a small smile of reassurance. "Try not to wonder off again, alright."

I chuckled softly and nodded. "Hopefully."

I know we all know Beyond as a crazed murderer, and to tell the truth I love that beyond more cause it awesome! -chuckles- anyways BB is human...or at least past the insanity -chuckles more- So that's what I wanted to show more of. Anyone can still have any humanity left in them. And I know 'A' is barely known to people and how'd he died so that part is just improvised along with other thing in this story. Anyways I hope you all like this story! Follow and review! Until next time

*Max-Nightmare*