I haven't written anything in about 100 years and it's far too late at night right now to worry about editing so please be kind. I just love these two far too much not to have a bit of fun playing with them. (Does that sound wrong...? Okay maybe that wasn't the best way to phrase it but you guys all know what I mean.)

So here we go, part one of... I honestly have no idea.

Hope you enjoy.

Chelsey x

P.s. It's rated T because there may be some sexy times later on and also there is a fair bit of bad language going on right from the off. Sorry peeps.

And As We Start Over

Lorraine

"I've got some amazing plans for this school and you and me, we're the ones to make it happen."

She was looking at me and I knew the unanswered question on her lips was finally about to be spoken aloud.

"Wha..."

I didn't give her an opportunity to ask. I took hold of her face and pulled her towards me, planting a firm kiss onto her lips before I'd even had a chance to really think about what it was I was doing. But then as I stop for a moment I see her pull her head back slightly, away from mine, with a questioning look on her face, and for a moment I'm terrified. What the fuck have I just done? Did I seriously just kiss her? Nicki; my colleague, my female colleague. What the hell was I thinking? Oh shit... She's going to put a complaint in, sexual harassment; I'll be the laughing stock of the whole school. She's going to think I'm a complete weirdo, just like... No wait. Before I had a chance to freak out any more I realised that her face had moved back closer to mine again, and she was slowly, very slowly, starting to lean in for another kiss. As I leant towards her she suddenly sped up and in micro seconds her lips were on mine again, and I felt, rather than saw her, rise up from the desk she was sitting on. The tempo of the kiss increased and I had my hand on the back of her neck, holding her as close to me as I could until...

"I can't do this Nicki, I'm sorry I just can't."

And with that I'm running, I'm running out of the room, out of the building, towards my car. I can hear her chasing behind me and I know that with her army training and my heels if she wanted to she could catch up with me. But she won't. And she doesn't. I slam my car door on the outside world and start the engine, feeling tears start to fall down my face as I drive quickly away.

Nicki

What the bloody hell was that about? One minute we were talking, then we were kissing, and the next she was running. There wasn't enough time between the three things for me to even catch my breath. There was time now though I thought to myself as I watched her car drive away. Even if I'd wanted to go after her at this point I was totally stumped. By the time I'd reached my own car which incidentally couldn't go nearly as quickly as hers, she'd have been well out of my sight. And it wasn't as though I actually knew where she lived.

I could have gone back inside, back to her office. I needed to, the rest of my stuff was still scattered around where I'd never gotten a chance to get it all together – hardly surprising after the day I'd had. But for now all I could do was sit. And so I did; on the floor, in the middle of the car park. If anyone had seen me they'd have thought I'd totally lost it. If truth be told it seemed that way anyway. I'd just kissed my boss for god's sake. Well I mean technically she'd kissed me first but... I definitely participated. And I had been the one that had started the ball rolling with all that silly shit about wanting to prove myself to her. I mean I had... wanted to prove myself to her that is, but why the fuck did I feel the need to tell her that?

My heart was still racing. Partly from the kiss and partly from what had happened straight after. It just... completely evaded any kind of sense. She had definitely kissed me first, and there had been plenty of time before we kissed again for her to realise it was a mistake and make a bolt for it before we REALLY started to kiss. So what did it all mean? Had she changed her mind after all that, suddenly realising that kissing me wasn't what she wanted. Because I was her colleague, because I was a girl... just because I was me and she didn't find me as attractive as she'd thought? Or had she just run scared.

Either way it was a pretty shitty thing to do, I thought to myself. It wasn't like I wasn't going through all the same stuff as she was right now. I had just kissed my boss, my female boss. I was pretty freaked out myself, but at least I hadn't made a run for it and left her standing staring after me.

Groaning I pulled myself up from the floor knowing that I couldn't sit there all night. I made my way back to her office to get all of my stuff together. I'd been about to head out for the second time when I heard my phone go off.

I'm sorry. Lorraine x

I shoved my phone back in my pocket and followed her path out of the building to my own car. Sitting down and throwing my stuff onto the seat next to me I caught a glance of myself in the mirror. My face was red and there were wet streaks lining my face.

Okay, so maybe this was all hitting me a little bit harder than I thought.