It was a stormy night that I still remember. I don't even want to remember it. All those memories haunt me occasionally and I can't even look at myself anymore. Here's my story.
My name is Flamie. I live in a little place called Flipnote Hatena. I have a lot of friends there, but there's one that makes me smile the most.
Silva Fox.
Silva Fox just makes me smile whenever I see her and I can't help but think there might be something more to our friendship. But that's foolish. Everyone knows that if you love your own gender, you'll be an outcast. But I decided to test it. Not everyone must cast them out, right? I mean, love is love no matter what the gender is. But stil, do I really love my best friend?
Months passed from that stupid thought. It was impossible. She can't love me. I'm just a stupid kid. But still, I should at least tell her what I'm feeling. It can't hurt. Its not like I want her to be my girlfriend. She doesn't even like girls. Silva is too... Girly for that. Usually you'd act more like a boy if you liked girls. I'm pretty tomboyish... So I should tell her. But... What about my girlfriend... Delta Wolf?...
I ran all the way to Silva's house. I needed to tell her. As I walked up to her house, she opened her door and noticed me. "Flamie? Its raining! You're not supposed to be in the rain! Come inside!" I was pretty astonished at her worry for me. But, that's just Silva being Silva. Nothing more to it. I went in her house all drenched from the downpour. I've never been in Silva's house before. She has a lot of pictures of us together. The thought of being together made me smile a lot. "Hey... Silva?..." "Yeah? Are you cold? I could get you some blankets." I stuttered now and I was so nervous. "Ah.. Oh uh, no. Its not that. I just needed to tell you something." My heart was racing. I can't do this. I'm too shy. She'll reject me. She won't love me back. I complerly shut those thoughts out of my head. Okay... Just tell her and your worrying will stop...
"Silva... I.. I think.. I l-like you.." "I like you too Flamie! Wait... In which way?.." My mind went blank but i still managed to get a few words out. "I.. I like you as more than a friend, Silva.. In fact, I think I love you.." Silva looked at me in surprise. "But... What about Delta?" "I left her for you.." I was too scared to say why. I could barely say anything. "Flamie..." "Please, Silva.. Just give me a chance. I know i can be a good girlfriend! Please?" It seemed like years until she replied. "Get out." No... Please.. "W-what?" "GET OUT! I don't like you like that, Flamie! Get out and dont talk to me ever again!" Tears rolled down my face. All i could do was say "...sorry" in the most quiet voice i could. She kicked me out and i stood in the rain. As my heart started beating slower, I knew there was nothing else to do now.
Now here i am. A couple months later. The rope is up, and my goodbyes are sent out. Even to Silva. As i stand on the chair, i jump and say "...Goodbye, Silva Fox..."