"But Kanan!"
"NO!'
"Come on why does Erza get to learn to fly the ghost but not me!", Raven wined.
"Erza isn't the one who went hybri crazy and almost crashed us last week.", Kanan said.
"Chopper was getting on my nervous,you know what happens when I get angry.", Raven whined again.
"Like I said Raven no, you are going to train on controlling your powers better. I'll meet you outside in 10 minutes.", Kanan order.
"UGH! Fine.", Raven said rolling her eyes, storming out of the ghost almost knocking Zeb over.
"What's with her?", Zeb asked.
"Nothing she's just being stubborn again.",Kanan chuckled.
"Kanan, love, are you sure this is best for her?" Hera asked.
"Yes Hera i think it will be safer for all of us if she could control her powers better." Kanan assured her.
"Ok you know what's best for your Pandaws." Hera said.
Kanan walked outside to see Raven with purple glow around her.
"Looks like you're one step in head of the lesson." Kanan chuckled.
Raven just huffed and turned her head away from Kanan. He rolled his eyes.
Raven and Erza were like his kids, like they were like brother and sister. He found them on the streets when they both 14. They've been together ever since Erza was 7 and Raven was 6. They've been living with the ghost crew for a year now. They all have grown close like a family. Kanan and Hear the parents. Raven, Ezra, Zeb, and Saiben the kids. And Chopper their pet droin. They all had their differences and fights but they were all still close.
Raven was very different from everyone else. Not just the crew but everyone in the whole galaxy. One of her eyes were brown while the other one was purple, and the purple streaks in her hair were natural. She was born like that no joke. Also she was very special like some like to say. She was a hybrid and had amazing powers. She grows wings at her will and have elemental powers, and powers one on can explained. She can think of any weapon then it's in the palm of her hand. She's tries to hide this cause people call her freak and monster. She likes mostly to stay in the shadows but not when she's with the crew, escabilly Erza.
"Look Raven I just think it'll be safer for all of us if you could control your powers better.", Kanan said sitting next to Raven.
"I just feel like I don't belong sometimes like i'm just a a…..", she trailed off.
"Like a what?", Kanan asked.
"Like like a-a mistake.", she whispered and then started to softly cry.
Kanan was shocked, Raven was many things but she was most certainly not a mistake.
"Raven Flames you are not a mistake, we all care about you escabilly Erza you're like his little sister.",Kanan said trying to make her feel better.
"Thanks Kanan I've just been having the dreams about….",she trailed off again.
"About what?", Kanan asked again.
"Flashbacks my foster parents abused for being different, everyone bullied me and called me a freak a a monster, Erza was my first true friend.", she explained.
After she said Erza's name she started to blush and turned her head away from Kanan again. Kanan noticed and then it flickered in the head.
"You like Erza don't you?", Kanan smirked.
"W-what No he's like my brother GROSS!", she complained.
"Really then how come you're blushing?", Kanan smirked again.
"I'm not I mean it's not like he's sweet and when he looks at me with those electric blue eyes my heart skips a beat.", she started to giggled.
"Are you giggling?", Kanan asked.
"yes I mean um er no!", she stunned.
"Ok, sure.", Kanan chuckled.
"Aren't we suppose to me training?", Raven ask annoyed.
"Ok first will work on your force powers.", Kanan started.
For the next three hours they trained then went inside to join the others.
"Hey Raven.", Erza said while walking by.
"Hi Erza.", Raven whispered.
Sabine noticed this and looked at Kanan then at Raven. Kanan gave Sabine that "yes she like him look", and Sabine gave him that "I knew it look".
"Hey Raven can you come help me with something?", Sabine asked.
"If you're going to tried to dye my hair pink like the last time no.", Raven responded.
"It's not come on.", Sabine said pulling Raven to their room.
"You like Ezra!", Sabine squealed as soon as the door closed.
"Yeah I kind of do.", Raven amited.
"Ha I knew it know Zeb owns me 20 bucks.", Sabine said.
"What you and Zeb betted on it?", Raven asked.
"Yep and I won the bet oh and there is another part to it to.", Sabine said.
"What else did ya'll bet on?", Raven asked worried.
"Who will kiss who first.", Sabine explained.
"And you chose that I'll kiss first right?", Rave asked.
"Yep and loser has to flirt with a stormtrooper.", Sabine explained again.
"I'll kiss him it'll be worth it seeing Zeb trying to flirt.", Raven giggled.
"Awesome when are you going to kiss him?", Sabine asked.
"Right now.", Raven said.
With that Raven went out of the room to look for Erza. Sabine dashed behind her to go look for Zeb. Raven finally found Erza in the kitchen with Kanan. Sabine came in dragging Zeb behind her.
"What was so important that you had to wake me up for?", Zeb growled.
Sabine gave Raven the signal, and Raven took a deep breath.
"Hey Bridgers!", Raven yelled.
Erza was confused why Raven was yelling at him, before he could respond Raven pulled him by the collar into a kiss. Kanan and Zeb stood there shocked, Sabine giggling, and Raven and Erza still kissing. Raven finally pulled away with both her and Erza blushing crazy.
"R-Raven y-you just why do I", Erza said fumbling over his words.
Finally he just fainted on the floor. Raven just stood there blushing crazy with one hand holding her lips and the other hugging herself.
"Yes Zeb you know the punishment!", Sabine gloated.
Zeb cursed under his breath and walked away.
Erza still laid on the floor fanited no moving or speaking at all. Kana rolled his eyes and looked up at Sabine and Raven.
"Well you two should probably take Erza to his room,and explain everything to him when he wakes up.", he said mostly looking at Raven.
Raven and Sabine both put one of Erza's arms and put it around their shoulders.
"No funny business!", Kanan called out.
Last time Erza was passed out and carried to his room Zeb, Raven, and Sabine got paints and dyed his hair pink and made his face look like a clown. It was funny until Hera saw and scold them all for doing that to Erza, but then she just laugh and went to go clean Erza up.
Raven still has that picture in her and Sabines room. When she's feeling down she looks at it for a nice laugh.
They got to Erza's and Zeb's room and careful place Erza on the top bunk.
'Wait!", Sabine called out as Raven was walking out of the room.
Sabine pulled out a paper and placed it in Erza's hand, then hurried out of the room pulling Raven along.
"What was in that paper?", Raven asked.
"A note saying do you like me check yes or no~Raven.", she explained.
They headed into their room and did their own thing from there. Sabin
e was working on one of her paintings and Raven was working on her new song.
Two hours later
"Ugh!", Raven screamed.
"What? Too much yellow?", Sabine asked looking at her painting.
"No it's been two hours and i haven't found the right lyrics for the next verse!", Raven yelled throwing her notebook across the room.
"Ok do what you do and talk about the way you feel.", Sabine said trying to help, "Are you scared of something or mad at someone?", Sabine asked.
"Well I am kind of scared.", Raven started.
"Good good now what is scaring you?", Sabine asked.
"Well to be honest with you how can i explain the fear, it's like none of you guys every call my name. Sometimes i don't know where to go and i don't know what to see, all of you guys surround me. I don't if i should down. it's like my life is going round.", Raven finished.
"Raven take some of those words out about all of us and say it again.", Sabine told her.
"Ok. How can explained the fear? When no one calls my name? I don't know where to go, I don't what to see, everyone surrounds me I don't know to be down down down my life is going round round round round.", Raven sung without even knowing.
"Raven!", Sabine looked at Raven.
"OMG Sabine thank you so much!", Raven yelled hugging Sabine.
"That's what sisters are for!", Sabine winked.
Raven rushed over to the other side of the room and grabbed her book. then she went out of the room and headed to the music room the boys made for her put the sheet music in front of the seat and tuned the guitar. She sat down and started to sing the verse,.
"How can explain the fear? When one on calls my name? I don't where to go, I don't know what to see, everyone surrounds me, I don't know to be down down down, my life is going round round round. Oh oh oh why can't you see? I got a guardian watching over me. Oh, oh, oh, why can't you see? I got a guardian watching over me."
When she finished she heard clapping coming from behind her. She turned around to see the whole crew clapping even chopper and Erza were there.
She looked at Sabine with her face glowing red, "I left the door open didn't I"
"Yep everyone heard.", Sabine chuckled
Raven groaned and buried her face in her hands.
"Raven sweetheart it's ok we loved it.", Hera said while hugging Raven.
"Amazing work on the song Raven.", Kana congratulate her.
"Thanks but i can't take all the credit Sabine was the one who helped me figure out the lyrics for the next verse.", Raven explained.
"Well you and Sabine make a good team.", Zeb said.
"beep beep beep beep (nice work on the song guys!), Chopper beeped.
"In coming messages from fulcrum", The ship said.
A hologram appeared with a finger in a black cape covering their face.
"Will Hear, Kanan and Zeb please meet me at on my ship please come in the smallest ship you can and please leave the three young ones and the droid I'll talk to you soon." Fulcrum said then disappeared.
"We better get the phantom ready for take off.", Hear order.
"Can we come!", Sabine and Raven said at the same time.
"You two heard fulcrum you four are staying here.", Kanan reminded them.
"Sorry kids.", Zeb said and enter the phantom.
"We'll be back soon.", Hear promised kissing each of them on the forehead (Chopper she just patted on the head).
The three of them took off leaving the others alone.
Chopper went to recharged, Raven went to the cockpit, Sabine went to work on one of her paintings, and Erza went to take a nap.
Two hours later Erza went to go join Raven in the cockpit.
"Hey babe.", Erza said while kissing Raven on the check.
Raven's face turned bright red.
"B-Ba-Babe!?", Raven said fumbling over her words.
"Yeah i like you you like me, you kissed me and i kiss you back. Doesn't that make us you know official?", Erza asked.
"You like me?", Raven asked confused.
"When we were 12 you cried cause the stormtrooper attacked you. It was then I realized i would do anything to protect you and how much I cared for you. That's when I fell in love with the most beautiful girl in the galaxy.", Erza explained.
"When we first joined the crew you started to flirt with Sabine. Why?", Raven asked.
"I was trying to get your attention trying to get you noticed me, I guess i was trying to get you jealous.", Erza explained, "And to be complete honest with you I thought you liked Kanan."
"Ok one I fell in love with you at the sametime, and two EWWWWW! Like i would ever date that old guy, he's like 10 or 20 years older than me!", Raven said
They both laughed a then sat there in silence for a while.
"So Raven will you well you know be my girlfriend?", Erza asked.
"No I'm actually dating Zeb and he is going to be pretty mad when he finds out you kissed me.", Raven smirked.
"R-really!?", Erza gulped.
"JK course I'll be your girlfriend.", Raven chuckled.
"Ok good.", Erza breath out a sigh of relief, "Oh and will you marry me?"
"Wow hang on bro i like to have a few dates first.",Raven said pushing him away a little.
"JK bro.", Erza chuckled
Erza gentle pulled Raven in for a tender kiss. When they kissed they felt like they were the only ones in the whole galaxy. They pulled away when they heard a whistle at the door. They both turned around to see Sabine and Chopper standing in the doorway, and with Sabine holding a camera.
"How much did you guys see?", Erza asked.
"We saw enough Ezra Bridgers.", Sabine chuckled.
Raven rolled her eyes and walked out of the room to the bridge. She sat there and waiting for everyone else to return. She waited for an hour straight and started to get sleepy. Before she was about to get up she fell asleep on two crates. Raven woke up wondering why she was on the crates. She then remember she fell asleep while waiting for the got up a dusted herself off. Then she headed to the kitchen to get something to eat.
"This is wrong.", She heard someone say through the door
"What she doesn't know, won't kill her. Just one kiss.", another voice went.
Raven noticed the door was locked and was confused on who was talking. She noticed a small crack next to the door. She quietly looked through the crack to see Erza with his hands around Sabine's waist and Sabine with her arms around Erza's neck.
"Your hair is so wonderful with the color.", Erza said in a deep voice.
"Your electric eyes make my heart skip a beat.", Sabine in a silky voice.
"I love you.", Ezra said.
"I love you too.", Sabine said.
After she said that Erza broke the distance between them and kissed her.
Raven's eyes filled with tears she tried to hold back them back but it was too late. The tears fell down her face and no one was there to comfort her. Chopper rolled up to see Raven in tears.
"(Why are you crying is there anything i can do?)", Chopper asked.
"Actually yes can you get this door unlocked for me?", Raven asked.
"(Sure thing!)", Chopper said.
While Chopper was getting the door unlocked Raven was wiping her face and cleaning herself up, ready to let Ezra and Sabine have it big time! When the door was unlocked Raven marched in mad.
"Oh hey girlfriend me and Erza were just-", Sabine was cut off by a slap to the face
"Hey what was-", Erza too was given a slap to, "Babe what the hell was that for?!"
"Raven are you mad at us or something?", Sabine asked really ticked off.
"Yes I am ms "your eyes make my heart skip a beat" and mr "your hair is so wonderful"!", Raven started.
"What are you talking about?", Erza asked.
"You both know hell of well what I'm talking about!", Raven yelled.
"Raven listen it was just a misunderstanding.", Sabine said.
"Ok its a misunderstanding that you two had hands all over each other and saying you love each other and finishing it off with a kiss!", She yelled again
"Raven none of that happen.", Erza tried to explained.
"Chopper show them!", Raven order.
Chopper showed a playback of Ezra and Sabine kissing. Raven looked them, but none of them would look at her in the eyes.
"Erza we are over! Sabine don't ever talk to me again!", Raven said in a stern voice, "I hope you two are happy together."
Raven walked to go pack her things. She didn't have a lot, putting all of her belongings in her backpack. She open the door to the hot air of Lothal. She looked backed and shaked her head, she headed out without even saying good bye.
Raven walked into town looking for dark alley. She found one my Erza's and her parents old home. She fell to the ground crying.
"I'm so stupid no one will ever love me.", she cried.
Shakily she took out a knife from her bag.
"I promised Erza i won't do it again.", she remember, "He cheated on me so he would care if i'm gone."
Raven priced the knife to her wrist.
"One for loving Erza, two for thinking he loved me, three for trusting him, four for thinking Sabine was my friend, five for Hear, six for Kanan, seven for Zeb, eight for Chopper, nine for existing, and ten for being a freak a monster", She cried.
Ten cuts covered her right arm. She slowly closed her eyes. This was it or was it?
It had been an hour since Raven left the ghost. Erza looked out to the hot thick air of Loath.
"God what am I going to tell everyone?", Erza thought.
He got up to go find Sabine, she's been locked in her room since Raven left. He knock on the door and heard sniffling on the other side.
"Sabine are you ok?", Erza asked.
The door open to reveal Sabine with red eyes, and a flush face.
"I'm a idiot I hurt my best friend, and she's gone because of me!", Sabine cried out.
"Shhh it's ok baby it's all going to be ok.", Erza whispered.
He pulled Sabine into a hug, but she just pushed him away.
"Get away from me I don't even know why I liked you! Your a player Erza Bridgers, and you don't deserve me or a girl like Raven!", Sabine yelled.
"Sabine let's just calm down.", Erza said gently, trying to put his arm around her.
Sabine gave him a slap harder than Raven's.
"Don't you tonche me you prevent!", she screamed.
When Sabine closed the door voices of the other echo down the hall. Erza hurry over to greet them, and thinking of what to say to them.
"Hey guys what did Fulcrum needed you guys for?", Erza asked.
"We had to steal some weapons from the empire.", Hera explained.
"We help steal weapons from the empire all the time, why couldn't we come?", Erza asked confused.
"Well we went to his ship, and I guess he didn't want Sabine and Raven piling him with questions.", Kanan guessed.
"Speaking of which were are those two?", Zeb asked.
"Oh Sabine wasn't feeling good so she went to lay down, and Raven went for a run around town said she back before dinner (I hope)", Erza said.
"Poor Sabine I should go check on her.", Hera said.
"NOOOO!", Erza yelled, "I mean I check on her just a little while ago she wants to be left alone."
"Ok then.", Zeb said.
The four of them headed into the kitchen to talk. While the boys talked Hera was getting things ready for dinner.
"Zeb do you mind heading into town to pick up a few things for me, and if you see Raven bring her home with you.", Hera asked.
"Sure thing Hera.", Zeb said.
He headed out and Erza hoped and pray he brought Raven back unharmed. Zeb walked around town for 30 minutes gathering the thing Hera asked for. He got everything but hadn't seen Raven at all.
"I should probably find her, she may be hurt.", Zeb thought.
He walked around for a hour and still couldn't find Raven. He then stop in front of her and Erza's old home. He sniff the air something was off. He smelled human blood, not any human Raven! He drop everything and dash down the alley. Soon enough he found Raven covered in a pool of blood, a knife in her hand, and ten cuts on her arm.
"Krabaster Raven!", Zeb yelled.
He picked her up bridal style, and dash back to the ghost. Blood still drip out of her arm, and she started to turn white. He finally saw the ghost in the distance and sprint as fast as he could.
"Someone help she cut herself bad!", He cried out.
Hera, Kanan, and Ezra came as soon as they heard a surround Raven.
"Damit Raven, you said you stop!". Erza yelled.
"Shes done this before?!", Kanan freaked.
"Yes but nothing this bad, when i found out she promise to stop, and she did!", Erza cried.
"Zeb take her to the med bay, Kanan get Raven files out, Erza go get some bandage!", Hera ordered.
They all rushed to do their jobs not knowing if she was going to live or not.
"Ezra Kanan what blood types are you two?", Hera asked
"A positive.", Kanan answered.
"B positive.", Erza responded.
"Erza stay by Raven you need to donate some blood since she lost so much.", Hera ordered.
While Kanan got the tube of blood from Ezra, Hera and Zeb warp Raven's arm in bandages. They also so had to use a tube to help her breathe. The contacted the IV to her other arm and hoped she wakes up.
"Kanan?". she said weakly.
"Raven oh my god Im here Im here and I'm not leaving.", Kanan promised.
"Kanan it hurts so much i had a I had a…", she trailed off.
"You had what?", Kanan asked.
"A vision there is not just one Inquisitor there is another his master.", she whispered.
"Wait another Raven what do you mean?", Ezra asked.
"I mean…..", she trailed off again and passed out.
Sabine rushed into the room with her eyes still red.
"Raven oh my god I so sorry I didn't mean it!", Sabine cried.
"What do you mean you didn't mean to?", Hera asked.
"Raven and Sabine had a big fight.", Ezra lied.
"No we didn't I kissed Ezra and she saw. I don't know what I was thinking.", Sabine cried.
While Sabine cried by Raven's bed everyone left to go get more supplies for Raven, except for Ezra. He rubbed circles on Sabines and kissed Raven on the forehead. After 4 hours Raven finally woke up.
"Raven please I'm so sorry please forgive me!", Sabine pegged.
Sabine wrapped her arms around Raven crying. Raven returned the hug and forgave her.
Ezra sat there not knowing what to say. He broke his best friend's heart. The girl he's known for his whole life. Sabine was right he didn't deserve Raven or any girl. He walked out of the med bay and sat on a rock outside.
"I'm such a jerk.", he thought.
Before he got up he felt a sharp pain in his back and passed out.
"Sir we have.", someone said.
"Perfect bring him to me.", a voice order through a com.
Ezra felt two people drag him away. The last thing he remembered was seeing white armor. When he open his eyes he was in a dark cell.
"Where the hell am I.", he thought.
"Your home boy.", someone said from behind him.
He turn around to be face to face with the white face Inquisitor.
"Hello there Ezra Bridgers.", the Inquisitor smiled.
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