Once again it starts
Showering me with painful memories
Maybe I should have ignored it
Just keep my head held low
Put on a mask to hide my pain
To let everyone else keep smiling
Be so strong and show no weakness
But alas I fight
Night after night
Reliving my most horrific memories
However it seems like a losing battle
Is it even worth it anymore?
Am I just to crazy to notice?
Or is this just some type of poetic justice I'm doing upon myself?
So I shall be the hero
And show everyone that's it's not my fault
I am more than just a failure
Not having to look over my shoulder to remind me
But my story simply goes on.....