DISCLAIMER, I OWN NOTHING./ ALL CHARCTERS AND ORIGNAL STORY BELONGS TO EMMERDALE AND ITV.

"You haven't lost me, I never had ya" Jackson's words still burned into Aaron's mind, after five years, he still couldn't get the builder out his mind. He knew before he moved back to the village, the small place would bring so many memoires. The fight they had that cold October night. Coming back to emmerdale that morning, to find Jackson and his belongings gone. Aaron did, what he did best, he lashed out. He couldn't bare the pain of finally losing the only man that gave a damn about him. The pain took its toll, the mechanic couldn't take it any more. A few punches to a brick wall and a few cuts onto his stomach, made him forget the pain, but it didn't last long./ Chas, suggested he should get away for a while, start fresh and forget the fact Jackson Walsh broke his heart. The blue eyed boy, looked hard at his reflection in the mirror. staring at his cut up body. he sighed. And finally agreed to leave emmerdale for good. He spent five years in France. He met a rugby player named Ed, after five months, they moved in together. But Aaron couldn't give Ed what he wanted the most, the same way he couldn't give Jackson, love. Shortly after the two split, Aaron found himself alone in France, drunk most nice and in someone's bed every morning. He knew it wasn't right, but no matter what he did or do, he just couldn't get the builder out his head. He wanted to go back home, see his mates, he even missed his mum, Chas. It was time to leave France and head back to Emmerdale.

A./N – this is just a preview chapter. I'll happy to write more and carry on if you'd like.