A/N: I wrote this start just yet but the idea had been haunting my head for a while. Here is a longer summary.

Jasper gets a visit from Maria, a dangerous vampire is after revenge because Jasper killed his mate many years ago. Alice goes to Texas with Jasper to help Maria in destroying the vampire but Jasper and Maria both get killed in the battle. Feeling alone and angry she and her newborn friend go to Italy to tell the Volturi about the vampire that destroyed her life. The Volturi grant her whish on one ondition, she joins them. With the help of her new friend she joins her new family. What will happen when Renesmee goes to the Volturi to take Alice home? Will Alice Remember her old family? Will Alice go back with Renesmee or will she stay with her new friends and family?

How the end started.

It was a day like any other day. Rosalie and Emmett were entertain each other, Carlisle was working at the hospital, Esme was cooking while Nessie and Jacob were watching a movie together. Jasper was out hunting with Edward and Bella while I was just sitting around in the kitchen, watching Esme cook. Nessie had reached the age of 5 and was a teen in body. Jacob was being the perfect boyfriend, much to Edward's dislike. I watched Jasper, Bella and Edward hunt. I laughed a little. "Is everything ok?" Esme asked. "Edward and Jasper are fighting over a mountain lion."

"Boys." Esme murmured but the serious edge was missing from her voice. I smiled as I saw Jasper sprint to catch the mountain lion before Edward could reach it when the vision hit me. A girl doomed up out of nowhere and Jasper stopped. She said something I couldn't hear. The vision changed. A large castle somewhere in Texas, Jasper and I are walking towards it. An army of vampires comes closer as we stand on the walls. The options started shifting and changing so fast I couldn't see it anymore until I woke from my vision. "What did you see?" Esme asked, general concern written all over her face. "Nothing." I lied. "Jasper had an unexpected visitor. She's not staying over. She went back."

"Who was it?"

"Maria. We're going to visit her."

"Alright." Esme said, still looking a bit doubtful.

"I'm going to pack." I said with as much happiness as I could manage. I packed, considering every outfit with general concern. Edward would be home soon and it was important he didn't know. I decided to try and remember as much as I could from my experiences with Jasper, Edward was bound to asked Bella to shield us to keep him from seeing that. I focused and relaxed at the memory of Jaspers body. Jasper was with me within a second, snickering. "What?" I said. "Edward is irritated, I used the same trick to get him out." I would have blushed if I could, knowing he knew exactly what he felt coming from me. "You made up your mind already." I stated. "Yes I have." He said with regret in his voice. "I can't put you or the others in danger." I let my determination be clear to him. "Alice, please don't…" He begged. "I'm not letting you leave me." I said angrily. "You'll get killed."

"I refuse." I said as if that made me invincible. "I will leave without you."

"I will find you. Maria isn't going anywhere, no matter what you tell her."

"I'll make sure you can't find me."

"I will see where you go."

"I'll take Leah with me."

"I go to the places I can't see."

"I'll let other's of the pack help in keeping you away."

"You'd risk several lives just to keep me from getting a scar or two?" I felt his shame and his fear escape his careful façade. "Perfect." I said as I saw me joining him. "We only need to tell Carlisle and Esme. Keep thinking dirty in case Edward peeks in. Don't let him know, he will never let us go. I'll do the talking." He nodded soberly and walked with me to the living room. "Still have your clothes on?" Emmett joked. "Yes, for now." I said with a cheeky grin. He laughed. Carlisle walked into the room then. "I want to tell you all something." Rose looked confused, Emmett amused, Edward shot Bella a look to drop her shield and Jacob and Renesmee turned to face us. Esme came out of the kitchen and gave a plate of food to Nessie and Jacob. "Jasper and I have decided to go on a second extended honeymoon." All their mouths fell open. "We just want to be together for a while. We'll check in every two months." I said with a smile. Edward was trying to find the reason so I showed him a very vivid image of Jasper without clothes. He stopped looking. "We're leaving tonight." I said. They all looked doubtful and shocked but nodded. "I just didn't want to run off without a warning, I knew that wouldn't be good." I said, looking at Bella. She knew exactly what I meant. "Where are you going?" Carlisle asked. "Texas and the mental asylum. History research." I said with a smile. "Again!?" Emmett nearly shouted. Jasper burst out laughing and Edward pulled a pained face. "Jasper can you please stop that?" He asked but Jasper just smiled. "Bella, save me from them." Edward said dramatically. He sighed of relief as Bella enveloped us in her shield. She kept it over us as we packed our bags, preparing to leave.

"Do you really have to go?" Esme asked us as we were saying goodbye. "Yes, we'll be back before you know it." She sighed and sat down. "What are we going to do without you both?" Carlisle asked us. "My visions were rather useless lately." I said. "I'm sure Bella can control herself and both her boys." Jasper said, letting assurance float through the room. Jake grumbled. "I'll miss you, no matter how short you are gone." Bella said and she hugged me and Jasper. "Just use Edward to keep your mind on other things." I said giving her a sly wink. Jasper laughed. "There's nothing wrong with that Bella." She had felt embarrassed. "Who is going to go shopping with me?" Rose asked. "Emmet, Nessie and Jacob." I said as Rose hugged me. She gave Jasper a little punch and gave way to Emmett. Emmett gave me a bear hug and Jasper a good old punch, which he avoided. Emmett shook his head and took Rose in his arms. "Bye pixy." Jacob said, not bothering to stand up but still giving me a smirk. "Bye dog." Jasper said, wiping the smirk of his face. "Bye aunty A. Bye Uncle Jazz." Nessie said, giving us both a hug. Bella said nothing and only gave us a hug. She was ill at ease. Jasper calmed her down. "Relax Bella, the Volturi are not on the way and this is not the end of the world." She relaxed and smiled. Last was Edward. "Take care little sister." He said and I gave him a proper fist. He gave Jasper a firm hug and went to stand with Bella. They all waved at us as we walked out the door and got in my Porsche. "I will miss my car." I murmured to Jasper as we put our bags in. "Typical for you only to think about losing a car." He said with a smirk. "A very valuable one at that." I replied. He just chuckled as he got behind the wheel. He drove us out of there and we felt Bella release her shield when we were too far from her. They were clueless. "How do you solve a problem like Maria?" I murmured. "She's not the problem." Jasper said. "One of our old enemies decided to kill her for vengeance. He is coming for her and for me. I killed his mate." Jaspers face fell in remorse. "He will stop at nothing to kill me."

"Don't worry Jasper, we'll kill him first." I assured him. He smiled. "I think I owe you a story. It won't be a pretty one though."

"I don't mind. Your life wasn't always sunshine." He chuckled. "You could say that." He sighed as he began his story. "It was three decades after I was turned. Damon and Mallory had planted a lot of attacks but their army wasn't managed so they couldn't win. Mallory took care of a few newborns when we faced her. Me and Peter send our newborns after them. Mallory knew she was losing and called her mate. We didn't know he was on his way, otherwise we would have spared her. We didn't, we had ripped her apart and were already burning the pieces. He saw this and ran away. He couldn't defeat two older vampires and twenty newborns at the same time. He was been preparing, searching humans with gifts to transform. He has three perfect vampires to help him and started creating his newborn army. He will stop at nothing to kill me."

"What about Peter?"

"Damon killed him and Charlotte a few weeks ago. He send Maria a piece of his body so she would know."

"We'll get him. I guess Maria already started building her own army."

"I fear so." Jasper said. "But there is no other way." He sighed. He hated humans to be turned only to be destroyed when they had served their purpose. He hated war and thereby his own past. "Don't worry, you've got me now. I will not allowed you to turn into a monster. They will be confused by the yellow eyes we are." I said with a smile. Jasper smiled back at me. We both knew tragedy was at our doorstep but we didn't talk about it.

"Hello Jasper." Maria greeted him warmly. He nodded in recognition and she showed us our room. I heard crashes downstairs. "My children." Maria said apologizing. "How many?" Jasper asked warily. "Only ten so far. I was careful to select them. Every single one has a proper background. I've got cops, firefighters, a sports teacher and several from the military." Jasper nodded gravely and she smiled. "They only killed two of their brothers so far." She said proudly. "Can you leave us for a moment?" Jasper asked pained. She nodded sadly and left the room. "What is wrong?"

"She hopes things will go back to the way they used to be."

"Shame on her, you're mine." I said defensively. He chuckled again and kissed me. His kiss was filled with so much passion it made me dizzy. "Shall we test the bed?" I asked and she threw me on it. "Exactly my idea, my dear pixy." He said and he started kissing me everywhere…

Training the newborns was slow and tiresome work. Jasper kept them from killing each other with ease and they obeyed him without questions. I didn't like the way they tried to attack him, the way he learned them skills to kill others. Carlisle would never have let us go if he knew what we were getting ourselves into. I missed my family. Jasper looked at me knowing. "I do too." He said before the next newborn attacked him. I trained with them as well, learning to fight. I didn't have a lot of scars yet but I was sure they were coming. What would Carlisle and Esme say? We'd make up some sort of lame excuse in the end and they would believe us. I watched them jump towards Jasper, changing course at the last moment. It worked well enough. I sat at the side, next to one of the newborns. "Hi, I'm Sam."

"Hi I'm married."

"To the general, I know. You just looked like you needed a friend."

"I do." A silence fell. "Do you have a gift Sam? Something you took with you from your previous life?"

"Actually I do. Jasper explained it to me. His gift is amazing. I bet he uses it on you." He waggled his eyebrows. "On occasion." I smiled. "Well, my gift is rather special, according to Jazzle."

"Jazzle?" I asked.

"I call him Jazzle. I think we're becoming good friends. He is a really good teacher you know. I am one of the better amongst the fighters but he could kick my puny little ass any day if you know what I mean."

"It's easy to distract you, isn't it."

"Yep." He said, popping the p. "Jazzle told me about your diet. I want to try it too. I actually stopped mid-hunt once because I noticed this guy wasn't wearing any underwear." He said enthusiastically. "Your gift?" I reminded him. "Right, my gift. It's rather easy. I can erase memories. I am still trying to get it under control but it's getting better. I made some guy forget his own name by accident. I'm a bit clumsy on that point. My balance is great though."

"You can erase any memory?" I asked in surprise.

"Anything except mates." He said with regret in his voice. "I'll try though. Jazzle said I could probably make you both forget your entire family if I wanted to. I like the stories about them too much though. I don't want to lost those memories."

"How can you lose something you don't have?" I asked with a laugh.

"Jazzle has the stories and I bet you have them too. Can you tell me a tale about Bella once? She seems like a nice person."

"Bella is clumsy, only physically, not with her gift. She has a daughter."

"Your niece, the Loch Ness monster."

"Don't let her or Nessie's father hear that."

"I won't say it!"

"Don't think it either, Edward reads minds."

"They let you go? Just like that?" He asked in wonder.

"No, we tricked them." I said with a sad smile. He gave me an awkward hug and I felt Jasper send waves of love to me. "Thank you." I whispered, Sam just chuckled. "He really is a good guy." And thus I befriended Sam, the hole in many memories. He would be my Jacob after a while. The friend I needed to live on. At least until I made the worst mistake ever by joining the Volturi.

But that comes later, for now, the story must tell about the battle that made me lose my one true love. This story is about how I lost Jasper for what I believed to be forever. I swore to Sam once, not long after losing him that I would let him erase all my memories if that brought me back my Jasper.