A short SasorixDeidara fanfiction. I hope you enjoy. 3 It took me a very short amount of time… o-o
I shouldn't have pushed him.
I shouldn't have loved him.
I shouldn't still love him.
I shouldn't be here.
I shouldn't have fallen in love with those shocking blue eyes and those soft flowing locks of blonde hair.
I shouldn't have fallen in love with that angelic voice which is a symphony to my ears.
I should never have looked at him in the way that I did. My eyes so full of lust and want, yet also filled with love and desire to hold and love him.
I should have never gone to his home or invite him to mine.
I should never have kissed those luscious soft pink lips I had long dreamed of touching.
I shouldn't of. He's a taken man.
I shouldn't have told him how much I loved him and I shouldn't have taken it to the next stage.
This wasn't meant to be an obsession. It shouldn't of been.
I shouldn't have started following him home, waiting to see when he end it with the other man.
I shouldn't have snuck into the house.
I also shouldn't have pushed the other being down the stairs.
I shouldn't have had to look at those disappointed blue eyes which were looking at me with such confusion.
I should have listen to him and known that he was in fact about to end it with the other person.
I should have known by doing what I did the man would die.
I do know that know I am alone and hated by those blue eyes and that blonde hair.
I do know now that slender small frame will never be in my arms again.
I do know that by the time my time's up, he would have moved on.
What I didn't know was that I was wrong and those blue eyes are now closed and far away dreaming of a world that could never of been.
He was never even mine in the first place…