God, where are you?
I feel so tired and so
lost.
So weary from all.
Is this pain what is
meant for me?
Will it end in
loneliness?
Is this suffering
natural?
I know that I love you.
I believe in your
promises.
I believe in you Jesus.
But right now it's so
so hard.
Please forgive me.
Please remember me.
I'm sorry for
forgetting you.
I'm sorry for hurting
others.
I'm so sorry…
Thank you for dying for
a person like me.
Thank you for loving a
person like me.
Thank you so so
much.
I love you,
Your child.
P.S. God is surely with you on this day, stay strong my friend who I cannot see but hopefully I can meet one day up above : )