Disclaimer: Yet again, not my characters. The story however, is mine.
A Bit of Prologue in case you cant figure it out for yourself, or if you're confused, if you wont be then skip to reading the story: Lily resents the way James etc have treated her, so she's kind of heartless in regards to them. Understandable. James wants to reform himself because he's always liked her. She prefers invisibility because it's comfortable and seems to work for her. ...go read now.
Great Invisible Beauty
I watch Lily everyday, she's constantly immersed head deep in school work. She's going to be Head Girl, I know it. Her beautiful emerald eyes are always focused on her shoes though, and she doesn't talk to hardly anyone. It confuses me to see a girl with so much beauty, inside and out, try so hard to be…invisible. I'm so captivated by her obsession with not being seen or noticed. I've tried in so many 'stupid git', 'spoiled prat', 'egotistical jerk' ways. They don't have any affect on her and all I'm doing is pushing her away. Sometimes I think that she'd be better off dating the giant squid. I like her a lot, and…I think I might love her.
Lily sits here nearly every night, if not she's in the library, so completely oblivious to the mysterious aura she gives off.
She glows and when she's near I sense her presence. Lily floats past me and…her fragrance is so…comforting, and familiar. I'm insane; I could never have her. But maybe…I could be different.
If I tried a little harder to be…invisible, like she, then she would notice me. (Strange to have to be invisible to be seen…) She can't not notice me, I'm hard to miss and ignore in my adolescent tendencies. No more dating every girl in Hogwarts. I don't do that because I'm perverted of I'm a player, or I can't make up my mind. I do it because I'm trying to forget about her. And I've tried, oh how I've tried. But then the scent of her crimson curls showers past me, and I end up breaking another girl's heart. And boy do they fall fast. For me and after me.
I must change my ways. I just have to see, what I can do to have Lilt pay notice to me other than to get me to 'remove myself from her sight'. She really shouldn't insult me; it's adorable.
Merlin, I've been such and immature jerk to her! I really wouldn't blame her if she never loves me or even returns gestures of kindness.
One smile can go so far (an advantage), yet mean so many things (a disadvantage).
A/N: I have been writing on this story since before October 18. Yes, thank you, pathetic I know. I've been busy and had writer's block. But that's' over now. Review me and let me know what you think. xoxo