You don't know what it is about Harmony that pulls you in.
Maybe it's her eyes? Such an astonishing shade of blue, you still find yourself doing a double-take at times.
Maybe it's her voice? Rivaling that of an angel's, she couldn't hit a wrong note if she tried. Complete harmony.
Maybe it's her smile? Never failing to take your breath away, she's never had to fake one in your presence.
Maybe it's everything about her, every little thing that other people don't take the time to notice?
Maybe you'll never know what it is about Harmony that allows her to have such control over you. You like to be the one in charge - it makes you feel important. But with Harmony, all you want to do is let her take the reins, let her lead you to wherever she she wants to go. You want to follow her every order, whether it makes sense or not. You want to let her have her way with you.
And that's exactly what you told her last night. "I want you to have your way with me".
Granted, Harmony's "way" wasn't exactly what you had been thinking of. You want to take your relationship with her to the next level; you want to make her scream your name in a way that you've never heard before. So Harmony's "way" - a heated make out session in the back of your car - isn't quite what you had in mind.
However, in any case, you find that you don't care. You just want her to be happy - and if that made her happy, then it made you happy as well. You want her first time to be perfect, to be everything she's ever imagined and more. Looking back, you realize that it wasn't exactly the most romantic place to give yourself to somebody like that for the first time.
But you can wait. You've been waiting for three years, and you can wait a little bit longer.
Because, at the end of the day, she's all that matters. You'll probably never know why that is, but you also don't need to know.
As long as you belong to her, you'll always be more than happy to do things Harmony's way.