A/N: This is my first story so please review. I'm also looking for a beta reader! Enjoy!
Here I sit in my little meadow -which I found with Jacob one day- with a notebook, a pen & my iPod. This is where I come to get away from my family and Jacob sometimes. When I'm here its like I'm free of all of the aggravation that my family sometimes brings.
Its good to be away from Edward, I mean don't get me wrong I love my dad but sometimes he could be so annoying. The only one in my family that doesn't bother me is Nana Esme.
I begin to write in my notebook/diary about my feelings for Jacob. –That are still kept from a certain person- I turned my iPod to the playlist -which I made especially for when I come to our meadow- on and put my earphones in. Writing my thoughts down on paper is easier than telling someone that you have feelings for them.
I got lost in time until the wind changed and I picked up a scent that I've been all too familiar with since I was a kid. I pulled my earphones out just as Jake trotted into our meadow. He looked kind of worried like he's been searching for me all day. He came and put his big head into my lap.
"Hey Jake." He sighed in response to my greeting. I got lost in my thoughts not knowing that I was telling Jake everything. 'What would our future look like if he expresses the same feelings for me that I have for him? Does he even know that I have feelings for him? Does he care?' Abruptly Jacob got up and trotted behind a tree and then thirty seconds later came back in just cut offs. 'Does he know what that does to me?'
"Ness why are you out here by yourself?" He asked.
"Honestly Jacob you know where I come to get away from the crazies in my family." I told him as I started to put all my things back in my backpack.
"Ness you know I hate it when you're out here alone without me with you." This is why I come out here, to get away from Jacob. He is just to over protective. "Whatever Jacob dad doesn't have a problem with it so why do you?" I asked. I waited for him to give me an answer when he didn't I stalked away.
He just doesn't get it as with all men. I put my earphones back into my ears; made sure my iPod was securely in my pocket and took off run towards "home". But I didn't want to go home so I steered right and kept going. My destination is to Carmen's' house.
I pulled out my phone and sent a text to mom and dad. 'I'm going to Denali to see Carmen. Should be back Monday. Love you."- N
I held onto my phone so I'd know when they'd text me back. My phone buzzed letting me know it was from dad, 'Why are you going there?' - D
I slowed down enough to text back.
'I wanted to see Carmen!' – N. Sometimes he can be so annoying it's ridiculous. 'No Ness, come home now. Your mother and I need to talk to you.' - D
'No Dad I'm going to see Carmen. You guys can talk to me later!' –N.
'Renesmee Carlie Cullen, if you do not bring you behind home you won't see Jacob or the pack for two months! Now come home!' –D .
'You can't force me! And I really don't care for the pack or Jacob! Goodbye Edward Anthony Masen Cullen!' –N
With that I turned my phone off and put it in my pocket.
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