Pain, Sadness, Lonlyness, Abandoned and Unloved... those were the only things I knew in my life, but you may ask "why do you feel this way?" Well I'll tell you why... My name is Arima, Arima The Hedgwolf and this is my story on how all the nagitivity was washed away.

My father didn't seem like he cared about me nore my brothers or sisters, but it was only our mother that took care of us ... I used to be a daddy's girl but then ... I learned the hard way that he never cared, I was about a few months old I was able to speak since I'm half demon, and demons have a fast growth , I was sitting with my knees up and I was rocking back and forth "Daddy doesn't love me" I said my mother who was next to me looks at me shocked "*gasp* sweetheart don't say that " she says in reply "your father does love you it's just he's always been like this" she finishes her sentence "No he doesn't " My father says as he leans on the wall with his arms crossed "*sigh* (I knew it...)" I say in my head and I tear up more.

After that day I forever told my self my father never cares about me, it was almost as if my heart was split in two and it was bleeding, one day when my mother was pregnant the third time my father went missing and he never came back for 4 years... That just prooves to me more that he shows little care about his family , when he did comeback he never asked how we was doing, no he made my mother forget about him, and to make matters worse she turned into a exe, I saw how much pain she was in and did he come back when she needed him? no...

At this point I simpily felt like I fell in a dark hole inside my self and no one could help me... my hole family was coming apart, it wasn't long until I hear the scrams of my mother crying in agonizing pain and I notice a pure white male hedgewolf with pure white clothes who just threw what looks like holy water and he grabs her by the hand, I then teleport were she was and I pushed him away "Leave my mother alone!" I yell out to him "My Child...I was only checking to see what was wrong with your mother" he says calmly "Well I'm sorry to say this but you're hurting her."

My brother Espiridión appered and took my mother and teleports back home "May her soul rest in peace" the whote hegewolf says and he begins walking off "Wait!" I ran to him and I grabbed his arm and he stops and looks at me "what's your name?" I asked and his yellow eyes look ay me and he spoke in that same soft voice calmly "My name is Crusade" "Crusade...huh? well then Cusade time for some questions" I cross my arms and my darkbrown eyes spiercing into his soul "Who are you? and why are you here?" "Well I'm a servent for our holy father and the reason why i'm here is none of your concern" he says before walking off.

"W-wait!" I call out but he was already gone and I sigh and then I went to check on my mother, she was placed in a capsule so that she doesn't hurt her self any more and the worst part was that she was unconsus and her wounds were bad "in this case she won't be able to live" says my bother who was looking at her wounds, it felt a knife slit my heart open and I wanted to cry so much, the sad emotion was getting to much and I bit my lip. "I have to find dad" I say in my head then I dashed out to find my father.

I ran and ran as much as my legs could carry me and tears leak out of my cheeks "DAD!" I cried out "DAD WERE ARE YOU!? MUM NEEDS YOU! PLEASE! DADDY! PLEASE COME BACK!" I shout in tears and in desperation my voice echos in the whole area, but there was no response... I fell on my knees "*cryingnoises* please come back! " my voice quiets down and I put my hands on my head "Please..." tears fell from my cheeks like rain "Daddy...come back...*crying noises*" I sayed were I was crying my eyes out, I was alone, my mother can't take care of me and my father doesn't give a thought about what happens to me or my siblings.

"Arima..." *I hear a familiar voice and I raise my head up and it was Crusade and my eyes went wide and he went down on one knee to my level and then he wipes away my tears and his yellow eyes look into my dark brown eyes "It's ok Arima don't cry, I'm here" he spoke softly, his voice was soothing to me almost as if he knew I was in alot of pain "*sniff* C-crusade...do you know any healing powers?" "yes why?" "well I was wondering if you could use them on my mother... something happened to my father and my mother can't take care of me or my siblings since she's badly hurt and my brother says that she won't be able to live." He rubs my back "Ok I'm readdy just lead me the way."

I get up from the floor and then I lead him to were my mother was and he saw that she was in a capsule and she had an oxygen mask on her since she could bearly breathe, my ears flatten and I looked a Crusade "Please Crusade... heal her..." he looks at my mother with pity and then he held out his hands and then they glow and as that happens my mother's wounds and she breathes the sigh of relief and she tosses over.

Cusade then puts his hands down and my head turns to him "thank you so much Crusade" "well if that's all you need..." * he then turns and started to walk away "wait!" I grab his hand and he looked at me "were are you going? " "well I thought that since I only needed to heal your mother I was going to be on my way " * I held his hand tighter "will I see you again?" I ask softly "May be you will one day, if you ever need me then call me" with that said he leaves and my mother wakes up slowly.

It felt like a flame lit in my chest, I really hope that he does come back... it was amost as if he was soothing the pain I had in the inside.