Oh yeah
Oh yeah.
All right.
I'm going out tonight
"Ok," she says.
But it's not.
There's more.
Somebody's Heine' is crowdin' my icebox
Somebody's cold one is givin' me chills
Guess I'll just close my eyes
Cocktail party. Again. Wands this time, no muggles.
Wouldn't have it otherwise.
But I know she's home, all alone
Only a matter of time.
Oh yeah
Alright
Feels good
Inside
She's doing it again. Poisoning herself... with something... pleasurable she calls it.
And what feels good? Makes me laugh.
'Cause she'll never again.
But she will… right?
Flip on the tele'
Wrestle with Jimmy
Something is bubbling
Behind my back
The bottle is ready to blow
Downstairs, this time. Just talking to my favorite bushy-haired friend.
Lost her husband. Ain't pretty.
Hear a scream inside my head.
Now she's dead.
Say it ain't so
Your drug is a heartbreaker
Say it ain't so
My love is a lifetaker
Walk into her room. Overdose this time, she couldn't hold it back.
For her own good, she says. Her last. Her brother was gone.
I can't confront you
I never could do
That which might hurt you
So try and be cool
When I say
This way is a waterslide away from me that takes you further every day (hey)
So be cool
Bushy-haired friend comes to join in my sorrow. She never will. Oh, she'll try.
Oh, she'll try all right.
But she never will.
Say it ain't so
Your drug is a heartbreaker
Say it ain't so
My love is a lifetaker
There was another reason. I knew it deep down. But the surface was dry. Confused. Confuzzled. She liked to say that word – I began to cry by the broken heart.
Dear Daddy,
I write you in spite of years of silence.
You've cleaned up, found Jesus,
things are good or so I hear.
This bottle of Steven's
awakens ancient feelings.
Like father, stepfather, the son is drowning in the flood
I throw at the mirror – something. What it is, can't remember. But both broke. I began to bleed in tears. I write down those words in my own life – entirely. I smile. I will be joining her soon.
Yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah.
I think as I destroy what already hasn't emptied out onto the floor. Bushy haired friend tries. Fails. I laugh, because I can't cry anymore.
World becomes fuzzy, but my Ginny stays clear.
Hold tight
I breathe
I won't lose her once again.
And then I realize why she left
Wasn't because of what I thought…
But what I tried to do.
Say it ain't so
Your drug is a heartbreaker
Say it ain't so
My love is a lifetaker
But now… it's all better.