Sitting out and looking about at the lake that was in front of me. Whipping the tears away from my face. I feel like a total idiot. I should have know that no one could love me. They would be looking for me back at the arena but as of right now I could gives a rats ass if they knew where I was I was humiliated and depressed. I can't beleve it I just poured my heart out to him and he just took it and smashed it on the floor. Thats what happens when I get a boyfriend he doesn't love me or cant love me what ever that means

Flash Back

Kelly was tapping her foot on the floor in front of her; She had been standing in front of his hotel door for 20 minutes now and had not had enough courage to knock on it. Reaching her hand up to it and knocking it slowly opened for her to enter and when she did he was standing there with his 2 friends from his little group. She wonted to talk to him alone.

"Hey Ted. Can I talk to you for a minute, Alone" She said the last part toward Is two friends Cody and Randy put up there hands and got up and left the room they where for sure listening on the other side of the door. But at this point she did not care she needed

to get this out of her system.

"So what did you need to talk to me about Kelly?" When he used her nickname it made her heart beat out of her cheast and her voice to crack.

"Ted I just wonted to come by and say, Well that im in love with you I have been for ever now , You are the most caring amazing guy I have ever meet, I need you in my life, It has taken me so long to tell you, Please say you love me to?" She said he looked at her with wide eyes and she hoped that was good thing but in just a few seconds she would find out that it was not a good thing.

"Kelly, I'm sorry but I can't love you" Her heart sank into her stomach and a lump began to form in he through. She stood back

"What do you mean by you can't love me. Ted please don't say that I love you so much"

She said sadly but sadness soon turned into anger."I just poured my heart out to you and you say you can't love me what the hell are you talking about, What i'am I not pretty enough funny enough. You know what whatever I don't care" She started for the door. He grabbed her wrist. Her hands began to form into fists. They where face to face. and she whispered "Why can't you love me, Ill change for you, Ill play the part" she looked up at him. And all he said was "I'm so sorry, So sorry" She ripped her arms from him and stormed out of the room almost knocking over Cody and Randy on the way out

End of Flashback

I picked up my phone and looked threw the contacts and stopped at Ted's number. I did not believe what he said I pressed the send button my phone and put the phone to my ear.

He picked up the phone I heard him breathing by the other end , We stayed silent for good 5 minutes. I broke the silence. "So I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely,And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me,And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too" I said he stayed quiet for a little and then said

"I'm sorry, so sorry,I'm sorry,I am sorry; I meant every word Kel" He said then hung up. I took my phone and threw it into the murky lake water. And just balled my eyes out.

Back at the hotel

Ted's Pov

I was laying down on my bed, Thinking about everything that happened today, I can't believe that Kelly poured her heart out to me. Sitting up in my bed I looked at the ground. Randy and Cody came barging in the room laughing.

"Come on Ted, We got to be at the arena" Randy said walking up to him. Cody grabbed his stuff. "Come one forget about Kelly she'll have forgotten about this all by tonight" I looked up at Randy what the hell was he talking about no she would not I stood up and started to yell "What the hell are you talking about of course shell remember all of this, She poured her heart out to me told me she loved me and what id I say back? Sorry Kelly but I cant love you" I yelled and grabbed my things and stormed out of the room. While walking down I saw Kelly's best friend Maria Kanellis the knew ring announcer.

"Ted have you seen Kel I have not seen her, Did she come and talk to you?" I looked down at my feet. She got what I meant by that

"What the hell did you say to her?" She yelled there was nothing more scary then seeing Maria angry she would rip you to shreds even more when it was a friend that you hurt

"She said she loved me and I said that I could not love her back" She slapped me across the face.

"ASSHOLE DO YOU KNOW WHERE SHE WENT, O MY GOD YOU ARE A JACKASS" She ran off to find her. I started to rub my cheek when Randy came up behind me.

"You're girlfriend slaps really damn hard" I continued to rub my cheek.

"Wheres Cody?" I asked him

"He went ahead of us, I wont to talk to you, about Kelly" I looked down at the

ground feeling like shit once again. O was all I said

"Look dude I don't know why you cant love her cause its pretty clear to me that you love her " He said

"That's the thing I do love her, But I just can't say I love her to her face," I signed he didn't say a word meaning he wonted an explanation. "About 6 mouths back when Kelly Turned down Chavo, He came up to me saying he wonted to get her back, I didn't really know her so I said yes, He told me the plan he bet if I could get Kelly to be my girlfriend in 2 mouths and get her to say she loved me, That he would pay me $500 to break her heart on national television " Randy still said nothing so I continued again. I was still looking down at the floor and received a slap to the head from what I thought was Randy I turned around to see that it was the Big Show. He looked up at him and there was a big snarl on his facial features. I got a little scared why did he just slap me

"What the hell was that for?" I practically yelled at him, He had no right to slap me.

"For doing that to Kelly" Ted moved closer to the wall while Randy was trying to come in between. I prepared myself for the ass kicking I was about to get. Then I heard a voice.

"Show, Stop, Hes not worth it" I looked to my left I saw Kelly coming up to us her eyes where red from crying, her face stained with a what was left of her mascara. As she stopped to where we where. She would not look at me.

"Kel, You'll think differently when you hear what he has been doing to you for the past six mouths" Show said to her then looked at me all I did was look down at the ground I did not wont her to find out this way. But now or never right?

"Come on DiBiase tell her what you have done" He yelled Kelly didn't say a word she looked up at me for the first time since she arrived, I found my self holding back a lump that was forming

"Look Kelly,About 6 mouths back when you turned down Chavo, He came up to me saying he wonted to get you back, I didn't really know you so I said yes, He told me the plan he bet if I could get you to be my girlfriend in 2 mouths and get you to say you loved me, That he would pay me $500 to break your heart on national television" After I finished I felt tears coming down my cheeks

"Look at me" She said not above a whisper I did as she said and looked at her. One look into her eyes you could see sadness and rage. She started to slap the hell out of me while crying her eyes out, When she stopped she stood back

"YOU ASSHOLE, You where my first, for everything my first love, the first guy that ever showed me that he loved me, I LET YOU HAVE MY VIRGINITY, AND WHAT DO YOU DO TO ME, CRUSH MY HEART INTO A MILLION PEAICES AND THEN LEAVE ME FOR DEAD" She yelled I was full on crying now and so was she

She walked up close to me and whispered "Well you know what you are dead to me Theodore Marvin DiBasie" She slapped me one more time and she walked away crying,

"Watch your back DiBasie" I had stopped crying by now.

"Randy what have I done?" He shook his head, Put his arm around my shoulder and walked out to the car.